Aaj subah usko ek aisi khabar mili, jis'se woh kaafi hil gaya tha..
Uska mental power ko gehra dhakka baith gaya.
Jis cheez ka uus ko doubt tha, magar woh usey man'ne ko taiyaar nahi tha...
woh baat aaj sach nikli..
aur uus ke sach honey ka, solid proof bhi ab maujud tha.
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Durgesh ek 29 saal ka tandurust hatta-katta naujawan tha.
peshe se, woh ek sutaar..ek carpenter tha.
basically woh Maharashtra ke ek chhote city Ambad ka rehnewala tha..
magar pichhle 3 saalo se woh Aurangabad mein rehta tha, jo ke Ambad se kuch hi ghanto ki duri par hai.
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Teen saal pehle toh woh Ambad mein rehta tha, aur carpenter ka hi kaam kar rha tha.
7 saal pehle, 22 saal ki umar mein, usne waha ki hi ek ladki, Sumitra se shaadi kar li thi..
dono ke ma-baap nahi thhe.
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magar dono ek dusre ko achchi tarah samhaal kar ek achchi jindagi ji rahe thhe.
shaadi ke 3-4 saal beet gaye, magar Sumitra ko koi bachcha nahi ho rha tha..
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Durgesh ek aisa mard tha, jisey apni mardangi par pura naaz tha.woh apna mazbuut bhara-bhara sa badan aaine mein dekhta
aur apne aap se hi impressed ho jata..
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usey lagta ke woh ek aisa hi mard hai, jaisa ke har mard ko hona chaiye.
apni chaudi chhati, muscular baahein, 5.8" ki achchi si height, baalo se bhara hua pura badan..
yeh sab uske mard honey ki zor zor se gawahi de rahe the.
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Usey toh andaza tha ke shaadi ke ek hi saal mein bachcha ho jayega.
Woh apni biwi ko shuru se hi bina condom ke chodta tha..
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Lekin 3-4saal tak bachcha na honey par aakhir uski dhiraj khatm honey lagi.
husband-wife mein an-ban honey lagi.
aur fir toh Durgesh apni biwi Sumitra ko taane bhi maarne laga tha
'saali baanj, tuney toh meri zindagi kharab kar di.. ek bachcha bhi nahi de sakti tu muje toh ghar pariwaar kya khaak samhalegi mera..!'
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Sumitra uske sab taane chup-chaap seh leti thi..
ek do baar usney Durgesh ko apne-aapki hi checking karwa lene ko kaha.
iis baat par Durgesh uspar bigad pada
aur apni mardangi bhare badan ki duhaai dene laga..
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Aur aise hi, dono ke din guzarne lage..
family life kharaab hoti chali..
carpentary ke kaam mein bhi khaas koi kamaai nahi ho rahi thi..
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tab ek din usey pata chala ke Aurangabad mein ek bada sa housing complex bann raha hai
aur itna kuch kaam mil sakta hai, jo ke agle 10 saalo tak chalta rahega.
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Toh..
ek raat apni biwi se jagda karke, woh apni biwi ko chhor kar Aurangabad chala aaya.
Yaha Aurangabad mein, ek pehchaanwale contactor ke thru usey kaam mil gya
aur ek kiraye ka chhota sa ghar bhi le liya.
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Contractor ki biwi marr chuki thi
aur usey bas ek hi ladki thi jiska naam Nayana tha.
Baap-beti dono akele hi apni maliki ke ek chhote se makaan mein rehte thhe.
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Nayana 19-20 saal ki kaafi khubsurat ladki thi. jo ke Durgesh ko kaafi bha gayi thi.
Kuch hi mahino mein Durgesh ka Nayana se chakkar chal gaya.
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Haalanki wo uuki jaat ki nahi thi,
par Durgesh ko jaat-paat ki koi parwaah nahi thi.
Nayna ki pichhli zindagi ke baare mein usey kaafi kuch sun'ne ko mil raha tha..
woh 15-16 saal ki thi, tab woh ek chaukidar ke ladke se shuru ho chuki thi..
aur kehte hai ke woh uus ladke ki chudaai se pregnant bhi ho chuki thi..
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ab, woh ladka toh already shadi-shuda tha
aur Nayana ki khabar suun kar, apne sasural ke gaanv mein ja kar rehne laga tha.
Contractor ne chori chupke Nayana ka abortion karwa ke bachcha gira diya tha,
magar gaanv mein kaafi charcha ho chuka tha..
aur 20saal ki umar ho jaaney par bhi Nayana ki shaadi nahi ho pa rhai thi.
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Tab Durgesh jaisa khusurat aur mehnati nau-jawan ko uski zindagi mein aaya hua dekh kar contractor ne koi eitraaz nahi jataya, halaanki Durgesh ki umar tab 26 ki rahi hogi.
Dono ki umar mein bas 5-6 saal ki hi farq tha
aur utna farq toh mamuli gina ja sakta tha.
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Aakhir Durgesh ne Nayana se shaadi kar li.
dono financially lower grade ke thhe, toh jyada kuchh parwah kiye bina hi, ek dusre se shadi ke liye raazi ho gaye.
Dono ki pichhli life-history aisi thi, ke ek dusrey ki aur ungli utha nahi pa rhe thhe.
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Ab Durgesh aur Nayana ek pati-patni bann kar ek khushgawaar jeevan bita rahe thhe..
Aur bas..saalbhar mein hi uus contractor ki heart-attack se maut ho gayi..
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Toh ghar ka maalik ab Durgesh ho gaya
aur carpentary ka kaam bhi achcha chalne laga..
ab usey apni zindagi kaafi khubsurat lagne lagi thi..
woh Sumitra ko bhulne laga tha
aur Nayana ke pyar mein guum honey laga tha..
ab woh Nayana ki aur ummid ki nazar lagaye hue tha, ke kab woh ma baney aur woh apni pehli biwi ko apni mardangi ka sabuut de paaye..
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Nayana se shaadi hue ab 3 saal beet gaye magar Nayna bachcba paida karne ka naam nahi le rahi thi..
Ab Durgesh ko apni khuud ki mardangi par bhi kuch kuch shaq honey laga tha..
kya uski kismat utni kharab thi, ke usey dono baanj ladkiya hi mili, biwi ke ruup mein..?
ya fir..
saara kasoor usi ka hai..?
kya woh na-mard hai..?
magar usey apni mardangi par koi shaq nahi tha..
woh koi hijda toh nahi tha..
hijdo ke toh lund nahi hotey
aur hotey bhi hai, toh kaafi chhote se,
aur woh khade bhi nahi hotey..
aisa sab uska maan'na tha..
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magar uska apna lund toh kaafi bada tha, kariban 7-8 inch ka
aur itna chauda..ke mushkil se muthi mein sama sakey..
aur khubsurat ladki/ladko ko dekh kar, kaisa tann kar khada ho jata tha..?
Aur haan..
Jab woh 17-18 saal ka tha, tab paas-padaus ke 12-13 saal ke kai-ek ladko ko andheri galli mein leja kar iisi lund se usney unki gaand bhi aneko baar maari thi
aur fir..
Sumitra aur Nayana ko bhi toh ji bhar ke aisa choda tha..
ke dono ladkiyo ko uus baat ki koi complain nahi thi..
aur maal bhi kitna saara nikalta tha, uske lund se..!
ek katori mein ikattha karo, toh puri katori bhar jaye, us'sey..!
Toh fir..
aise bhayankar badey mazbuut aur paanidaar lund ka maalik, na-mard kaise ho sakta hai..?
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lekin yeh bhi ek haqikat thi, ke pichle 6-7saal se woh lagatar apni biwiyo ko chodta rha tha
fir bhi ek bachcha nahi paida kar paya tha.
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Pichchle ek saal se toh usne iis baat ko kaafi seriously le liya tha..
woh jab bhi Nayana ko chodta, toh iis baat ka dhyaan rakhta, ke apne maal ki ek buund bhi baahar gir kar, bekaar na jaye.
apni climax par pahuchne ke baad, woh lund ko andar rakh kar, kaafi der tak aise hi leita rehta tha..
ke kahi aisa na ho jaaye, ke biwi khadi ho jaaye aur lund ka kuch juice bahar nikal jaaye..
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fir toh Durgesh ko, chodne mein milne waale maza ki bhi koi parwaah nahi thi
woh chodta tha, toh bas ek hi maqsad se..bachcha..!
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iitni saawdhani baratne ke bawajuud bhi, haal yeh tha
ke woh ek bachcha nahi paida kar paya tha..
usne muuth maarna toh bilkul bandh hi kar diya tha..
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rehte rehte uski mayusi itni badhti chali, ke woh Nayna se sex karna bhi chhor diya..
woh ab apni biwi se aankh tak nahi mila pa rha tha..
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Nayana uski taqleef samaz rahi thi..
woh jaanti thi ke uske khud me koi dosh nahi hai..
woh toh ek baar ma ban'ne hi waali thi..
agar abortion na karwaya hota, toh aaj 6-7saal ka bachcha uske aangan mein khel rha hota..
par yeh ek raaz ki baat thi, jo woh apne husband ko batana nahi chahti thi
magar dil hi dil mein woh samaj gayi thi...
ke agar fault hai, toh wo sara ka sara fault Durgesh mein hi hai..
fir bhi woh puri sympathy ke saath apne husband ke saath pesh aati thi..
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magar ek Durgesh tha, jo ab usmein apna interest kho chuka tha..
pichle kai mahino se Durgesh ne Nayana ko chhua tak nahi tha..
aur na hi, usey ab muuth maarne ka dil ho rha tha..
mentally woh kaafi depressed tha..
uska sara josh-o-junoon gayab hone laga tha.
aur tabhi..aaj subah...
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uskey gaon Ambad ka ek dost usey yaha Aurangabad mein mil gya
'arey Durgesh..? tu yahaa..?'
'haan, ab mai yehi rehta hu, jabse Ambad chhor kar aaya hu.'
'arey..! matlab tumhari biwi Sumitra sahi keh rahi thi, ke tu usey chhor kar kahi bhaag gya hai.'
'arey..naam mat le uus baanj aurat ka..tu suuna, tera kya haal hai..?'
'baanj aurat..? kaun baanj..? kiski baat kar rha hai..?
'arey usi ki jisey chhor aaya hu mai..'
'dost, woh baanj nahi hai.. tuje pata hai..? usne ab dusri shaadi kr li hai ambeganv mein, aur usey ek ladki bhi hui hai.. 6-8 mahine ki toh ho gayi hogi ab toh..lekin uska baap toh koi aur hai..'
-itna kehkar dost ne Durgesh ki aur dekh kar, fir nichey Durgesh ke lund ki aur dekha, aur fir wapas Durgesh ke chehre ki aur dekha..
Durgesh ko laga ke ye harkat uskey dost ne uske lund ki na-kamyaabi ka taana maarne ko hi ki thi..maano woh keh rha ho -tera lund kuch kaam ka nahi hai, dost
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'aur suna yaar.. tuney fir shaadi-vaadi ki ke nai..? koi bachcha..?'
'haan shaadi bhi kr li hai..aur bachcha bhi bahut jald honey wala hai.. -Durgesh ne apni mardaangi ka tuta-fuuta sabuut dene ke liye aisa kaha- "chal fir milte hai, abhi ghar mein mehmaan aaney waale hai.. to jana hoga.. tu aa kabhi ghar par..' -formality puri kar ke Durgesh waha se jald se jald nikal liya.
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Ab toh prove ho chuka tha, ke uski pehli aurat Savitri baanj nahi thi,
dusre mard ne usey chod kar fauran hi bachcha nikaal kar dikha diya..
ke Durgesh na-mard hai..
Durgesh ko laga ke wahaan Ambad mein toh yeh baat ab sab hi man'ne lage honge..
aur agar usey kabhi Ambaad jana hai toh ek bachcha paida kar ke hi ja sakta hai.
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Durgesh ko apne aap par gusaa aa rha tha..
apne iis mast mardana jism ka ab usey koi guruur nahi rha.
Wo fully depressed ho gaya..
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Uska lund..
itna mota..
itna tagda..
har baar katori bhar ke maal ugalnewala..
sirf mutne ke alawa kuch nahi kar sakta..
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uske andue..
kitne ghane baalo se bhare hue,
badey badey..
batak ke ando ke jaise..
magar fijul mein niche latke hue hai..
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aur yeh bekaar sa lund..
bewajah, waqt-bewaqt khada ho ja kar usey pareshan karta rehta hai..
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aaj muuth maar kar usey thanda toh karna padega hi..-usne socha- taaki agla hafta, do-hafta woh sukun se so paye..
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Aur ghar ja kar apni patni Nayana ke market jaate hi,
muuth maar kar uske jism ne toh chein pa liya
magar dil ki be-karaari toh waisi ki hi waisi hi reh gayi.
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Raat bhar woh karwate badalta rha..
aakhir der raat mein thak-haarkar wo jab so gya,
tab dusre din apni zindagi mein aaney wale badlaav se,
woh bilkul be-khabar tha. .......(contd)
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