Barsaat ki Raat

Guys
Here's my new story..unlike my other stories..this time it's a true story.. It is mine, my friend's..or some one else's.. let's not bother..
bcoz, even if the names in it vary..the fact in it, is not changed by me..
and yeah, the emotions and sentiments portrayed in it, are exactly those, felt by the actual hero, whose story is this.
So, here it goes..
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~ Barsaat ki Raat ~
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Baarish ki tez bunde mere badan ko chhil rahi thi, jab mai ghar se bahar daud raha tha.
ek hi pal me, mere aansu iis baraste paani me puri tarah dhul gaye. 
Yes, I was ditched. Muje dhokha diya gaya tha..
saara aasmaan, maano mere saath ro raha tha, 
aur baaltiyaan bhar-bhar ke uske ashq beh beh kar duniya ko bhigo rehe the. 

Aur upar se mausam ki woh sardi, ufff..maano ke puri tarah jaan-leva thi. 
Aise me, mai ne sirf ek jeans pant pehni hui thi, jiske bhitar me kuchh nahi pehna tha..
aur na hi mere siney ko hifazat dene wala koi kapda, mere badan ke upari hissey par tha. 
Shayad ye jeans bhi maine nahi pehni hoti, agar maine lights-on kar ke andar, kamre me jhanka na hota.
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Jise hum nafrat karte hai, magr avoid bhi nahi kar paate, aisi TV-Ad ki tarah wo kissa, full colour & sound ke saath, mere dimaag me, baar baar dohraya ja raha tha.  
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Bistar pe do mard leitey huey the..purey nange.. full naked..
Bistar se achanak baith khada hota hua Alok- "Oh, it's you..!"
Aur fir apney bed-partner, jiski wajah se usne muje cheat kiya tha..dhokha diya tha, uski taraf dekhte hue- "Sorry yaar, he came early."
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Aur woh dusra ladka, yahi koi meri aur Alok ki umar ka, 24-25 saal ka, bistar me baithte hue, ekdam casually, apni iis dhoka-daazi se bikul besharm- "Oh, hello there, Sorry"

Magar uske, khaas khubsurat nahi, aise chehre par sorry-paney ki KOI lakeer nazar nahi aa rahi thi. 
Agar kuch nazar aa raha tha...toj woh tha- interruption hone ki wajah se, ranjish ka jazba.
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Bijlee ke ek kadake ne mere brain-signals ko rok diya..
Wo film mere dimag me daudti hui band ho gayi..
Thank god..!
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Ab baarish ki raftaar aur bhi jyada tez ho chuki thi. 
tez tarraar sard hawa, paani se banti hui moti-si diwaar ko har disha me dhakel rahi thi. 
Street lights to chalu thi, 
magar barsaat ki wajah se, wo koi khufiya goley ke jaise lag rahi thi, jis'se na koi support mil pata tha, aur na hi koi comfort.
Thodi bahut public yaha waha nazar aa rahi thi. 
Log haath me umbrella liye, barsaat se bachne ki nakaam koshish karte huey, kisi saaye ki tarah, yaha waha guzarte nazar aa rahe the. 
Uun ke paas kuchh to tha iis aasmaani aafat se bachne ke saadhan, 
par mere paas to kuch bhi na tha. 
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Mai to tha..upar se pura nanga..
akela.. 
gumshuda.....
kuch pata nahi tha, ke mai kaha ja rha hu. 
muje kaha jana chahiye.. 
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abhi abhi mai ghar se daudte hue bhaag aaya hu.. 
ab kahan jaunga.? meri jarurat kisko hai..?
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ek patli si..galli ke andar ghus kar, maine apne aap ko ek diwaar se sata kar khada kar diya..
gilli, pathrili diwaar se muje koi riaayat naseeb nahi honey waali thi. 
mai jaanta tha..
par fir bhi..!
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Khade khade, apne gam-o-dard ki siyahi ke beech, raat me kareeb 11 baje, aage kya karna chahiye, uus ki kashmkash mein, mai duba na duba, ke ek aawaaz aayee mere kaano me..
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"Sujay..!" 
koi bula raha tha muje, "Sujay..!"
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Nikhil tha woh. 
hamara room-mate. 
mera aur 'uska'..(uske khayalo se duur toh rahu, magr meri yaad-dasht mera saath nahi deti.)
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Nikhil aur mai..ham teeno,  2 Bedroom ka ek apartment share kar rahe the..
aaj tak..abhi tak..jab se mai yaha Shimla aaya hu..
Puna ka apna achcha sa job chhor kar..
'uuske' pichey pichey..
net chatting me us'sey pyaar jo ho gaya tha..
wo bhi to Delhi me apne parents ko chhor kar, yaha aa kar rehta tha..
aur yaha Tourist & Hotel Managment ka Diploma haasil kar raha tha. 
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kuch 6 mahine ho gaye, yaha aakar rehte hue. 
Tab se hi mai usey keh raha tha..
ke chalo ab ham yaha se dusre kisi apartment me shift ho jaaye, 
Nikhil koi dusra room-mate dhund lega..
hamey uski kya fikr..! 
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Magar wo meri baat ko taalta hi raha..
Ab muje pata chal raha hai, ke kyu? 
jis'se hamey faithful rehna hi nahi hai, uske saath akela rehne ki kya jarurat !
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"Sujay," Nikhil muje fir bulate hue mere kareeb aaya.. 
wo bhi meri tarah shirtless tha..
khulla seena..
agar pehna tha, to bas ek three-fourth..
maine shayad usey neend se jaga diya tha.. 
apne room se rota chillata, mai bawra bann kar bhag raha hoga tab..
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magr ab mera gussa..mera junoon, kaafi thanda ho chuka tha, 
iis mausam ki tarah..
bas, bache thhe, to wo thhe..mere aansu. 
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"Come on Sujay" Nikhil bola, 
uski saanse fuul rahi thi, bolte bolte. 
"chalo, andar waapas aa jaao. Ham jab tak ghar pahuchenge, tab tak woh ladka ja chuka hoga. Mai nikla, tab wo kapde pehan raha tha."
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"Nahi..!" maine gussey se kaha.. 
waise Nikhil ek bahut achchey dilwala, dusro ka khyal rakhne wala ladka tha. 
Muje jab bhi kisi se kuch baat karni hoti thi, to mai baat karta tha, Nikhil se hi..
aur na ke 'uus' se. 

Nikkhil meri baat dhyaan se sunta, 
aur apne suggestions bhi deta, 
kuch sikh bhi deta, saath saath.
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Aur aaj ki tarah, mai jab bhi der raat tak office me kaam karta, 
to wo Nikhil hi tha, ke jo mera khana fridge me samhal ke, bacha ke rakhta tha. 
Fridge ke darwaaze par, megnetic flower ke nichey, uski likhi hui chhoti chhoti notes hardam mera wait karti, ke kaunsi cheez kaha dundni chahiye muje.
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"Yeh sab kab se chal raha tha?" maine nikhil se puchha. "Kabse woh muje cheat kar raha hai?" gussey me meri aawaz unchi uth'ti gayi. 
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Nikhil ki aankhe sarmindgi se jhuk gayi. "shuru se..mostly every night, jab bhi tum der raat tak office me rehte, to woh bahar uus ladke ke room pe jata tha. Kabhi kabhi, tumhare lautne ke sirf 10-15mins pehle hi, wo ghar wapas aata tha. usey tumhara time-table achchi tarah malum tha. magar pata nahi, aaj uski calculation galat pad gayee."
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Kuch der Nikhil apne saanse batorne ke liye tham gaya, 
fir bola, "mai koi raasta hi dhund raha tha, tumhe ye sab batane ka, ke Alok kya kya karta hai, tumhare pichhe..magar.. magar..tum kitne khush nazar aatey thhe uske saath..toh fir meri himmat nahi padti thi.."
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"kya iisi liye tumne muje condoms la kar diye the ?" maine puchha..

(muje kuchh kuchh samaz me aa raha tha. Nikhil ne muje unexpectedly gift me diye thhe woh. Koi jyaada waqt nahi hua hai iis baat ko. Ek baar mera condom ka stock khatm ho chuka tha, to aise hi, baato baato me, maine usey bata diya tha. 
Par kyo ke, mai ab relationship me tha, toh muje shayad condom ki jarurat nahi lag rahi thi. Jitne bhi tthe, utne khatm hone k baad, naya stock laane ki koi wajah nahi thi. Magar fir bhi, Nikhil ne muje ek bada box bhar-kar condom gift kiye. 
Bina koi wajah ke gift lena, ajeeb laga muje. 
Par khair, ab muje iiski asli wajah nazar aane lagi thi. 
Jab tak Nikhil-wala stock tha, maine unhe istemaal karna chaha. 
Magar wo bhi, jis speed se khatm hone chahiye thhe, uus se kai jyada tezi se khatm hote chale thhe. Alok aur uski makkari..! )
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"bolo, kya iisiliye tumne muje condoms la kar diye the..?"
"yes. haan..isi liye maine tumhe condoms diye the. Mai chahta tha, ke tum istemal karo. Alok always careful nahi rehta.. iisi liye maine uske saath sex karna band kiya tha.." 
"what ? tum bhi uske saath..?" mai chaunk gaya..
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Jiin ladko ke saath sex karke, Alok ne muje cheat kiya tha.. usme atleast, Nikhil ka naam to shaamil nahi hona chahiye tha. 
It really hurt me.
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"Nahin, tumhare aane ke baad kabhi nahi" usne kuch jaldipane me kaha. "Us'se bahut pehle bhi nahi kiya tha, lekin tum hamare saath rehne ko aaye, uske baad to kabhi nahi."
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Maine Nikhil ki or dekha. 
Baarish ne uske baal maano ke..chipka diye the. 
Uska jism pura gila ho chuka tha 
aur khud bhi sardi ki wajah se kaamp raha tha. 
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Kaise woh mere pichey pichey aa gaya tha..! 
yes, muje ek dost mil gaya tha, shayad.
Jahaaj dubne ke baad, Jis tarah ek dubta hua aadmi, ussi jahaaj ke kisi lakde ko pakad le, usi tarah maine usey jakad liya, 
aur fir se meri aankho se ashq behne lage, 
bina kisi rukavat ke..
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Maine uske gile kandhe par apna gaal rakh diya, 
or usey aur bhi gila karne laga. 
Usne muje apni bahon me pakad rakha, 
aur muje rone diya. 
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"Mai ab kya karunga?" Maine usey kaha, "Mere paas kuchh paise nahi hai. Jitne thhe, maine 'uske' account me deposit kar diye hai..aur meri jeb bhi khaali hai. dusra mai yaha..iis shahar mein, kisi aur ko janta bhi nahi..sirf tumhe aur.." baaki ka sentence bolne se pehle mai ruk gaya, aur usey badal diya. "..aur muje kuchh pata nahi, ke mai kahaan jaau"

"Tum kahi nahi jaoge" woh bola. "Tum mere room-mate ho. Tum mere saath, hamare apartment mein aa kar rahoge, jab tak tumhe rehna ho tab tak."
"Aur kya, mai couch par sou?" maine pucha.
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(Muje woh nahi karna tha. 2 bedroom ke apartment me, ek bedroom me Nikhil soega aur dusre me 'woh'.. 
Nahin, muje woh nahi karna tha. 
roz roz 'usey' nahi dekhna tha. 
Wo subah jaldi uuth kar jata tha, jab ke mai, dopahar ka job kar ke, der raat aakar, der tak subah mein sota tha. Matlab wo roz muje jagaega.
Shayad, sirf apni underwear pehne, wo hall se guzarkar kitchen me jayega. 
Uska jism..wo jism, jisey mai pyar karta tha..aur jisne muje pyar kiya tha..wo saaf-suthra, jawan, mazboot jism..!) 
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Aur mai, Nikhil ke kandhe par kuch aur der tak siskiya bharta raha. 
Khair, us'sey to maine yeh kuch nahi kaha.. 
bas itna hi kaha, siskiyo ke beech -"nahi, mai aisa nahi kar sakta."
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"Coach pe kyo? tum mere saath so jana." Nikhil ne offer rakhi.
Maine upar uski taraf dekha, ek maherbaan dost ka chahera dekhne ki ummid me. Lekin iiske bajaaye maine dekhi..
ek ummid, ek jarurat, ek iltaza-request.
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What the hell...! 
Mai us'se pichhe hatt gaya. 
O God..! kya muje, bas iisi cheez ki jarurat hai ? 
Shit, iis tarh ke saude ke bojh ne muje gussa dila diya.
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"Kya, iisi tarah..? is this how u get your men, Nikhil ?" Maine usey cruelly kaha. 
(Mai usey dukha raha tha aisa keh kar..I was hurting him, I knew. 
Par mai chahta tha, ke mere aas paas ka har koi hurt ho, meri tarah.)

"Alok ka, uun ladko ke saath kaam tamam ho jaaye, uusi ka kya tum wait karte ho? so that u can pick them up..aur jab tak, wo dusra ghar dhund na sakey, tab tak tum unse sex kar sako? Kya iisliye tum aur woh room-mate baney ho?"
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Nikhil was shocked.
"This is not fair.." usney protest kiya. Aur fir practical bante hue kaha, "Ham nichey farsh par tumhare liye gadda daal lenge. Fir..fir ham beech koi sex nahi hoga." 
But again, uski aawaz me honesty laane me, wo nakamyaab raha. 
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"Magar tum chahte to 'wohi' ho na? Maine kaha, 
aur iitne dard-o-gam ke beech bhi, apne chahre par muskaan laane me, mai kamyaab raha. Maano baadal ke beech se suraj nikal aaya ho.
Magar wahan koi suraj, jyada der nahi ruk paya. 
Aur meri muskaan gayab hoti chali. 
Mere chehre par, fir se dard ki lakire khinchti chali gayi.
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"Sujay, mai.. O God, I wish it was different..!"  Nikhil bola, aur fir dhire se badbadaya, " I just wish I had found you first"
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Maine uski taraf dekha.
Woh, kaamp raha tha..
Hell..even i was shivering.. 
woh thandi barish thi..
aur woh, aur bhi sard hoti chali thi. 
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Woh muje bachane ko aane wala, koi bakhtar aur talwaar wala rajkumar nahi lag raha tha. 
Wo to muje ek kutte ka pilla lag raha tha, 
jise uske maalik ne chhor diya ho..
akela iis duniya me.. 
kaampta hua..
kyo ke usko rehne ko ghar nahi tha. 
In other words, uus waqt, he looked exactly like me.
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Aur achanak muje uski saari maherbaani yaad aane lagi.
Jis tarah se, woh meri sauliyato ke baare mein, hardam sochta tha.. 
Meri pasand-napasand ko yaad rakha karta tha. 
Jis tarah se, mere sab kaam karne ki koshish me rehta tha woh, hardam..
uus tarah to Alok, kabhi bhi pesh nahi aaya tha.
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Aur mere uus akelepan me.. jis tarah kisi thukraye hue kutte ke pille par, koi raah chalta ladka, apna pyar bhara haath fere, 
aur woh pilla, apnaye jane ki ummid mein khushi se kilkariya bhare, 
waise maine kaha,  "I too wish, you had found me first."
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"Sujay..?" usne kaha..
kaampte hue hotho se, 
aahista..
pyaar se..
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Aur fir mai uski baaho me simat gaya. 
Usey jakkad liya. 
usski peeth me apni ungliya ghusa di. 
muje bhi apni peeth pe uske haatho ke nichey wohi mehsus hua.
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Baarish ki wajah se kehna mushkil tha, 
magar uski aankhey geeli thi, meri tarah...
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Aur fir ham-dono kiss kar rahe the. 
Deep Kiss. 
And it was wonderful. 
Mai ab akela nahi tha. Mai kabhi tha hi nahi. 
Sirf muje aisa lag raha tha, galat fehmi se, ke mai akela hu. 
Magar mai nahi tha..woh mere paas tha, mere saath. 
Mere saamne khada tha woh..
shirt ya jacket ke bina. 
Sirf geela jeans pehne hue.
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Aur muje uski nipples, uski chunchiya mere siney se dabti mehsus hui..
jaise koi baarik nokeeli killi ki tarah. 
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Wo thanda tha. 
ekdam geela..
thanda..
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Aur fir baarish kuchh jyada zor se girne lagi. 
ham par behne lagi, 
hame dhone lagi..
nehlane lagi. 
hamey zordaar dhakke dene lagi, jaise duniya deti hai hamey. lekin directly and honestly.
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Magar jis jis jagah hamare badan chhute the, wo wo jagah garam hoti chali, 
garam..ek dusre ke liye. 
kyu ke ab ham dono ke beech me barish aa nahi sakti thi. 
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Jahaa mere haath chhute thhe usey, 
uske badan ka wo hissa, kuchh jyada solid lagne laga. 
Barish ne uski skin ko sikudva kar thodi moti bana di thi, 
taaki badan ki garmi bahar na nikal jaye. 
Iski wajah se Nikhil muje kuch aur bhi jyada sachcha lagne laga. 
Wo achha tha..woh yahaan tha aur yahi rehnewala tha..mere paas.
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Maine apna haath nichey uski jeans ki taraf badhaya. 
Pichhey uski gaand ko maine dabaya, 
to meri ungliyo ke beech se paani choone laga. 
Maine usey meri taraf khincha. .
Paani..
dher saara paani..
sab thanda paani..
hamari bikul parwaah nahi karnewala paani. .
Magar jab ham ek dusre ko chhutey, to uus paani ko jaana padta..
pichhey hatna padta..hamare liye raasta banane ke liye.
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Aur maine mehsus kiya, k Nikhil ka lund khada ho rha tha. 
Aur tabhi muje ehsaas hua, ke mera bhi khada ho chuka tha, 
ek khambe ki tarah.
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Jis raat tumhe dhokha diya gaya ho, uus raat ko to kam se kam, tumhe erection nahi aani chahiye..right?
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Magar muje aa rahi thi. 
Nikhil aahein bhar raha tha, 
aur mujse, apne aap ko ragad raha tha. 
mere liye ki uski bhukh, dehak kar bahar aa rahi thi, 
aur baarish se jamey hue mere thande jism ko, vaasna ki garmi de rahi thi..
qaatil, sard hava ko duur bhaga rahi thi.
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Jhuk kar, maine uske kandhe ko kiss kiya, 
uska woh nanga kandha..
us par paani tha..
magar mai woh pee gaya..aur uski twacha ko kiss kiya, 
uski twacha ko garm..sukha bana diya. 
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Yes, ab barish hamse haarne lagi thi. 
Aur fir maine ek gehri kiss ki..uske hontho pe.
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Tez baarish ki apni ek khaas privacy hoti hai. 
Aise me kisiko bahar aana-jaana pasand nahi hota..
tahelna nahi chahta, koi. 
Aur jitna jarurat ho, log utna hi dekhte hai, 
aage pichey..aaspaas koi jhankte tak nahi. 
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Patlee si, pichhwade ki iis gali ke koney par, sirf 6 feet ki duri par, foot-path pe chal rahe thode bahut logo se bhi ham alag they..private they. 

Jitne bhi log guzar rahe they, sab baarish se tang they. 
unki aankhey adh-khulli hi thi..
aur sirf sidhi raah me hi dekh rahi thi. 
Galli ke kone par khade do adh-nange yuvako ko kiss karte hue, koi bhi dekh nahi raha tha..na unhe fursat thi..aur na interest.
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"Oh God, Sujay.." Nikhil ne apne honth chhudvakar kaha. "God..!
"Please," maine request ki, "Please Nikhil, yahin, iisi jagah, abhi.."
"yahaan..? ok..yeah.." usne gehri saans lekar kaha, "..Sure." 

Wo muje andar lene ko raazi tha, yaha par bhi..galli ke kone me..thandi tez baarish me bhi..
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Usne muje dhakela diwaar ke andhere saaye me, 
aur fir mere pant ki zip ki taraf apna haath badhaya..maine bhi..

Dono zip ek saath khul gayi..thoda zor lagana pada, magar hamare josh ke saamne haar gayi, woh dono.
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Hamare lund ek dusre ke saath bheed gaye 
aur hamne fir kiss kari. 
Baarish ne hamare lund ko bhigo diya tha. 
Temprature ne unhe thanda karna chaha, magar fir bhi woh kadak rahe..khade rahe..
badan ki saari garmi, maano ussi me jaakar jama ho gayi. 

Kutte ke do pillo ki tarah, ham ek dusre ke gaal chaatne lage.
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Nikhil ka haath aage badha aur usne mera lund thaam liya..aur maine uska. 
Baarish hamare kandhe aur baazuo se tapak rahi thi. 
Tez..sardilee hava aur baarish, hame kamzor karna chaahti thi, 
magar ham fir bhi mazbuut rahe, taney hue, ladte hue..
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Alok muje nahi chahta tha..matlab ke..utna nahi chahta tha, ke mere saath faithful reh sake.
Magar yeh Nikhil..? usey, to iitne mahino mein maine kabhi kisi aur ke saath nahi dekha tha. Aur ab muje ehsaah hua, ke kyu? 
uusey meri chaah thi.  
Mai itna andha kaise ho gaya tha..? 
itne khubsurat, parwaah karne wale ladke ke saath, ek hi chhat ke nichey rehte hue bhi..?
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Ab meri baari thi..galti ko sudharne ki.. 
usey woh sab dene ki, jo woh chaahta tha. Mujey deni thi usey..meri khushiya. 
Abhi, haan abhi..yaha..iis tez tarrar baarish me..sare-raah.
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"Oh Sujay.. Oh..goddd..! usne ek aur aah bhari.
Uske anand ne meri aankho me aansu la diye. 
Mai usey aur bhi anand dena chahta tha..uski hansti hui aahe aur bhi sun'na chahta tha, mai.
Mai jhuk kar, ghutno ke bal baith gaya..
aur usne ek aur aah bhari, jab maine apna muh uske lund par rakh diya..aur usey chusna chaha. 
Kitna garm tha waha..
aur waha, muje baarish ka koi swaad nahi mil raha tha..
sirf uska pre-cum tha waha..
namkeen..gaadha.
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Kuchh pal, bas kuchh pal maine usey pyaar se sehlaya, 
aur aaju baaju dekha..
public apni umbrella ke saaye se, apne aap ko bachaati hui guzar rahi thi. 
Gali ke iis andhere koney me do ladko ki harkato ki taraf, iis tufani mausam ne unhe andha kar diya tha.

fir uper dekha, 
to Nikhil ki aankhe band thi..
uske chehre par, sukh ki laqir khinch chuki thi..ultimate satisfaction..
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uske lund ki puri lambaai ko, maine apne dono gaalo par mehsus kiya..
aur fir, mai aur jyada ruk na saka. 
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Apni zubaan nikaal kar usey chaatne lagaa. 
Nikhil ne ek or kilkaari bhari, 
aur mere sar ko pakad kar apne badan se sata diya. 
aur fir, uske dusre haath ka dabaav bhi mere sar par badhta gaya, 
aur lund mere muh me aur gehraai tak pahuchta gaya. 
Mai usey nigalne ki puri koshish karne laga. 
Apna sar aage piche karte hue..usey woh anand dene laga, jiska woh haqdaar tha.
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kuch pal ki meri puri koshish ka fal muje jald hi milne laga. 
Achaanak uske muh se ek siskari nikli aur uska jism ainth sa gaya. 
Uska cock-head achaanak mere muh me ekadam fula, maano fatne wala ho. 
fir garam garam gaadhi bunde, mere muh me barasne lagi. 

Mai tham sa gaya, 
aur uskey lund ko mere muh me khelne kudne ki puri liberty de di.
jab lund ka uchalna kuch kam hua, tab maine apni zubaan uske chhed par lagayi, aur boondo ko ikattha karne laga. 
kaafi waqt laga mujhe, uske uus upahaar ko nigalne mein.

Nikhil ka lund thanda hokar sikudne laga..
par mai usey tab tak muh me lekar, pyar se chusta raha, jab tak woh bilkul murjha na gaya.
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Fir usne apni aankhe kholi, aur meri taraf muskuraya. 
Mere kandhe pakad kar muje khada kiya 
aur muje ek gehri kiss di. 
kisi ko koi jaldi nahi thi..
ham kuchh der tak, ek duje me simat jane ki koshish mein rahe.
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Tab, wo ghutne tekk kar nichey baith gaya. 
Uska muh mere khade hue lund ki barabari par tha..
mai jaanta tha k woh kya chahta tha. 
Wo bhi muje wohi sukh dena chahta tha, jo kuch pal pehle usne paya tha. 
Usne apna muh khola, aur dusre hi pal, uski khurdari zubaan ke sparsh se mere lund mein itna meetha sensation hua, ki mai sisak utha.
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Usne fauran mera pura lund nigal liya, aur chusne laga. 
Mujhe tab jo sukh mila wo kalpna ke baahar tha. 

Maine kasmasa kar uska sar pakad kar apne peit par daba liya, 
aur apni gaand uchak uchak kar uske muh ki gehraai naapne ki koshish karne laga. uski zubaan ab mere lund ko, aur supaade ko ghis ghis kar mujhe aur tadpa rahee thi.
Mai uske muh ke raaste, uske badan me pura utar jana chahta tha. 
Muje usme pura sama jaana tha. 

Aur shayad isi koshish me, mai apna yeh lamba angg, uske shareer me, aakhir tak daal dena chaahta tha. 
Wo bhi muje pura sahyog de raha tha.  
usne apni halak bhi khol di thi, aur mera lund ab galey ke nichey tak ja raha tha. .
Andar bahar, andar bahar ka yeh khel, ab mere control me nahi raha tha. 
Tez Baarish ka zor, mere iis josh ke saamne feeka lag raha tha. 
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Muje koi farq nahi pad raha tha..aas paas ke mahul, ya mausam se. 
Koi hamey dekh raha hai ya nahi, uski muje fiqr nahi thi..aur na hi koi khabar. 
Kyu ke apni dono aankhe band kar ke, mai jannat ki sair jaisi, iis kriya me juta hua tha.
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Maine kab se apni vasna par kaabu kiya hua tha, 
par is meethe khel ko, aur jyada na seh saka, mai.
aur kuchh hi pal me mere lund se mere prem-ras ki pichkaari chhutne lagi. 
Mai jhad gaya.
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"Oh yaaaaar, shiiiiit" kehkar mai lasst ho gaya. 
mera saara pyaar, ubal ubal kar lund se baahar nikal raha tha 
aur Nikhil aankhe muund ke, badey chaav se, badey bhaav se, uska paan kar raha tha. 
Jab mere hathiyaar ka josh kuchh kam hua..
to wo mere lund ke ched par apni jeebh ragadte hue, 
boond boond ko, 
badi besabri se nigalne laga.
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Aakhir jab wo mujhse alag hua, 
to mai poora lasst ho gaya.
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Nikhil uthaa, 
aur bahut pyar se, hamne fir se ek chumban kiya. 
halka sa..gila gila..baarish ke paani se bhina bhina..
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Fir aapas me lipatkar, apne haatho se ek dusre ke badan ko sehlaya. 
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Kuch pal me, fir se hamare jism kamzor honey lage..
mausam ke sitam ke saamne haarne lage..
kaampne lage.
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"Sujay, ghar chaley ab? thand lag rahi hai yahaan.."
"muje bhi.." maine apni marzi jatayi.."chalo yaha se nikal chalte hai, mera saamaan, kal shift karenge, tumhare kamre mein."
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Ghar ke taraf ka vapasi safar, fir baarish mein hi hona tha..
Tez baarish, 
jisme baat karna mushkil tha, 
jo muje sochne ka waqt bhi de gaya.
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Kya mai aur Nikhil.. click hoga ye sab..?
Purane pyaar se recover hona..kya aasan hoga..?
mere naye pyaar ki duniya me, Alok ke naam ka bhoot kya mere sar par mandrata rahega..?

kaise hoga sab..?
Yehi sab sochte sochte, maine Nikhil ki taraf dekha..
wo mere saamne muskuraya..
masoom si muskurahat thi woh..
magar imaandaar..
bharosa denewali..
mera hausla badhane wali.
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yes, sab sahi hoga. usey sahi karenge..ham dono.....  (The End)
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