Uus raat, Shefali ke saath sex karte waqt, aur uskey baad bhi raat bhar, Sanjay ke khayal aatey rehne ki wajah se, mai kafi disturb raha..
Raat bhar so nahi paya..
Subah uuth kar mai ghar gaya, to Ghar par Sanjay nahi tha..
bed-room me bistar pe ek letter pada tha.
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(Dear readers, aage padhne se pehle..
I, Ashit Maje, hope that you all know the meaning of the two terms used in the next paragraph. If not..here is a rough explaination.
1. FRIENDS WITH BENEFIT: It refers to the physical relationship between two unmarried friends, who engage in uncommitted sex acts. In some cases, one of the friend returns the favour to other guy in sexual manner without any emotional attachment. In simple words 'sirf time-pass ke liye sex karna..ya fir, kisi favour ke liye, friend ko sex ke thru, thanx kahna.
2. Dr.Jakyll and Hyde: Reference to the famous scottish novel, in which an evil person Mr.Edward Hyde, captures the mind of other gentleman Dr. Henry Jakyll several times, and makes him do the evil acts, without him knowing what he is doing. Mr. Hyde naam ka burey aadmi tha jo Dr.Jakyll ke mann par kabza kar ke usey burey kaam karwata tha.
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So frnds, now carry on reading the story.)
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Mai letter padhne laga-
"My dearest Rajiv,
Mai tuje toot kar pyaar karta hu..aur tere saath jo bhi hua hai us'sey muje puri sympathy hai.
Magar yaar, baat baat me, maare gaye tere taane, aur tere taunts ko mai ab jhel nahi pa raha hu.
Bahut jyada ho raha hai ab, mere liye.
Tu Mayank ko to jaanta hai na?
wohi, jis'se tu iisliye nafrat karta hai, kyu ke woh always mere pant me ghusne ki try karta rehta hai..
Khair, usne muje kaha hai, ke jab tak tera ye problem solve nahi ho jata, mai uskey saath reh sakta hu, 'friends with benefits' ke taur pe.
Agar badle me us'sey sex karna pade, to wohi sahi..aur kya kar sakta hu..!
Jab teri yaad-dasht wapas aa jaye, ya us'sey pehle bhi, agar tuje mera koi kaam ho, toh Mayank ka nmbr hai 97xxxxx125.
Tu chaahe jitna bhi muje reject karta rahe, par mai tuje hardam pyaar karta rahunga.
Muje malum hai,
I Know..ke tere Dr. Jekyll pe, Mr.Hyde ne kabza kar liya hai iisliye..
varna..
varna muje hurt karne ka tera koi iraada nahi hai..
Sanjay "
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Maine khaali kamre me aaju baaju dekha
aur fir yaha waha bhaga.
Sanjay ki toiletries aur kaafi saare kapde gayab the.
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Mai sochne laga, ke kya usne kal raat Mayank ke saath sex kiya hoga..?
Aur ek ajeeb baat hui..
mere me jealousy paida ho gayi..
shiiiiit....
kya chutiyagiri hai..?
aisa kyo hua mujme..?
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Maine telephone liya aur Mayank ko lagaya..
Jab maine Sanjay se baat karna chaha to Mayank bola -
"Woh kaam pe gaya hai..aur tera, itni subah subah yaha fon karna, muje bilkul pasand nahi hai..BHADVE.."
aur usne fon patak diya..
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Achanak muje ehsaas hua ke Sanjay ka fon nmbr kaha se laau..?
mere cell me scroll down kiya
to uska office ka nmbr tha..
fon lagaya to answering machine se aawaz aayi..ke 9.30 ke baad office hours me fon karo..
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Mai kuch nahi kar sakta tha, sivaay ke wait karna.
Magar...
magar meri MRI test thi,
9.30 baje, abhi hi..kuchh hi der mein..
aur paper-work pura karne ke liye, muje unho ne jaldi bulaya tha.
Mai bhaga wash-room me..
tatti, pishab, shower, shave etc nipta ke dress-up hua.
Ek taxi le kar hospital gaya.
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Imaging department dhunda, waha..
Andar check-in hua ke muje ek clip-board me dher saare forms, fill-up karne ke liye diye gaye.
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Shiiit..
ab mere liye to itna saare sawaalat ke jawaab dena possible hi nahi tha.
Muje kahaan kuch yaad tha..
Sab jawaab mere zehen se gayab ho chuke the.
Muje Dr.Deol se milna tha..
but, where the fuck is he..?
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Maine deewar ki ghadi ki aur dekha. 9.35 ho chuke the.
Maine sanjay ki office ka nmbr fir se lagaya.
Toh fir answering machine se aawaz aayee. -Mr.Ahuja here. I am away from my table for 15mins. Leave your tele nmbr and a short message. I'll call back u very soon.
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I was feeling like crying..
muje realize hua, ke meri life ke aise critical mauke pe, muje Sanjay ki kitni jarurat hai.
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Maine apne message mein, apne behaviour ke liye sorry kaha, aur jaldi hi hospital aa ke muje help-out karne ke liye usey request ki.
Aur apna nmbr bol kar fon-call puri kar di.
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Fir Hospital ke kagazaat ke saath struggle karna shuru kiya..
10mins tak yeh chalta raha, tab mera cell-fon baj utha..
Sanjay tha.
Bola -"Don't worry honey, I'll be there in 15mins."
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Sachmooch,
muje kitna achcha lagne laga ab.
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Tab tak, meri baari aa chuki, aur mai andar gaya.
Ek attendant muje chhote se examining room me le gaya.
Ek middle-age ka, tall and slim mard maujud tha.
Usne apna haath badhate hue kaha -I'm Dr.Deol, kya tum ne apne forms fill-up kar diye hai ?
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"Jee nahi.. muje answers pata nahi hai.. I have lost my memory, toh muje pata nahi ke kabhi muje chicken-pox hue the ke nahi, meri body me koi metallic cheez daali huyi ya nahi..muje diabetis hai ya nahi..ya fir any such answers I don't know.. Mera ek dost aaney wala hai muje help karne ke liye."
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"No problem, let us proceed with MRI and you can complete the paper-work later"
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MRI 2 stage me thi..
thodi bahut imaging
aur fir Frigid Holding Area me wait karna..
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1st stage ke baad Holding Area me jaane laga,
uus waqt tak Sanjay aa chuka tha aur meri wait kar rha tha.
Usey dekh kar, in fact, muje firse rona aa gaya.
Mai akela aur helpless feel karne laga tha..
Madan, mere partner ko, toh aisa lagta tha, ke mai sab naatak kar raha tha, kaam ko taalne ke liye..
aise me, iis duniya me sirf Sanjay akela hi, mera true friend hai.
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Usney muje apni baaho me le liya..
par iis baar, aisa karne se maine usey roka nahi..
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uskey kandhe pe sar rakh ke mai roney laga..
aur us waqt, rotey rotey, maine apni feelings ko examine kiya.
Sanjay muje apne badan se muje comfort kar raha tha,
toh maine dekha ke woh achcha lagta tha muje,
magar haan, koi sexual feeling nahi aa rahi thi, mujme..
Uski khushi ke liye, muje aisa karne ka mann ho raha tha.
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But then,
i could not conjure anything up..
Maine usii waqt kasam kha li, ke usey jo achcha lage, woh mai karne dunga. Ham log saath rahenge,
aur best friends baney rahenge.
Lekin mai usey, dusre mard ke saath sex karne ke liye request karunga,
aur mai kisi ladki ke saath karunga..
In short, ham log sirf aur sirf friendly room-mates bann ke rahenge..
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Maine upar dekha aur kaha -"Sanjay, please ghar aa jaao. muje tumhari jarurat hai, iin sab se bahar aaney ke liye."
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Usney mere gaal se aansu pochhey.
Maine aisa karne diya.
"Honey," woh bola, "mera samaan abhi bhi car me hai, aur hamari car apni garage me hi hai."
Ham dono ne ek duje ko dekha aur muskuryae.
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"Thanx Sanjay" maine kaha.
Kuch der baat karte rahe
aur fir imaging ka second round shuru hua.
"Tu ja ke aa. Mai yahi hu." Woh bola.
Mai fir muskuraya..
Iis puri duniya se, mai kitna darra hua tha.
Mai apni thankfullness uske aage express na kar paya.
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MRI puri hui.
Fir Sanjay ne muje forms me, meri medical history fill-up karne me help ki.
Dr.Deol ne papers dekhe
aur fir Sanjay ko bahar jaane ke liye kaha.
Sanjay meri taraf intensionally dekhne laga,
magar kuch na bola aur bahar gaya.
Muje nervousness aane lagi.
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Mai kuch kahu, uus'se pehle Doctor bole -
"dekho Rajeev, tumhara case RETRO-GRADE AMNESIA ka hai. Do you know anything about Amnesia ?
"Not much..itna hi ke woh memory power ko damage kar deta hai." maine kaha
"you are right. Magar yeh do type ki hoti hai" unho ne muje jyada knowledge dena chahi. "ek hai Andero-Grade Amnesia aur dusri hai Retro-Grade Amnesia, jo ke tumhe hui hai"
"ok..dono mein se kaunsi achchi hai.." puchhne ke fauran baad muje laga ke kaisa chutiya jaisa sawaal kar raha hu mai. Toh baat ko samhalne ke liye mai jhat se bol diya, "I mean kaunsi jyada serious hoti hai..?"
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"Wohi jo jis'se tum bach nikle..Retro-Grade. U r lucky upto some extend. Dono kisi haadse, kisi accident ki wajah se hoti hai, brain me maar lagne ki wajah se. Ab tumhari wali mein, haadse ke pehle waali sab memory gayab ho jaati hai, par aage ki life tum bina koi jyaada day-to-day problems, araam se bita sakte ho. Jo ke tum abhi kar rhe ho. Magar jo dusri wali hoti hai, usmey accident ke pehlewali memories to salaamat rehti hai, magar accident ke baad har baat sirf 15-20minutes tak hi yaad rehti hai. Aisi taqleef ki wajah se aage ki life jeena dushwaar ho jata hai. however, yeh toh very rare cases mein hoti hai..tumne hindi film 'Gajini' dekhi thi? usmey film-hero Aamir Khan isi ka shikar hua tha. Aur pata hai na kitna pareshaan ho gya tha..har baat usey likh kar rakhni padti thi.."
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"Agar dekhi bhi hogi, toh ab kaise yaad hoga muje..? u know that doctor.." maine taunting tone mein bolkar unhe yaad dilaya ke meri memory-loss ho chuki hai aur usi ka ilaaj karwane mai yaha baitha hu.
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"oh, sorry," Doctor jara jhemp gaye.."Whatever, lekin mai itna hi kehna chaahta hu ke Retro-Grade Amnesia, jo ke tumhe hui hai, woh ek common disease hai. Not very common..but nothing new. Lekin fir bhi, tumhara case, shayad aisa first case hoga, jisme memory-loss ke saath saath, tumhari sexual orientation bhi change ho gayi hai. Now, now this is very very, very rare. Medical history mein kabhi kisi ko aisa hua bhi hoga, toh bhi at least maine na toh kabhi suuna aur na hi kabhi padha hai. aisa very, very, very rare case hai yeh. Dr.Manju Khosla ne muje tumhare baare me sab bataya hai. But then, don't feel uncomfortable about anything. You just listen further. Muje internally aisi feeling ho rahi hai, ke I should study you further. Agar MRI mein koi Brain-Damage dikhaayi diya, to woh particular spot, jaha tumhe injury hui hogi, wohi spot, sexual prefrence ko control karta hai, aisa muje firmly lagta hai. Aur agar ham uus spot ko trace kar paaye, uus spot to dhund le, to gay-world muje shabashi dega."
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"But why? Gay world kyu shaabashi dega?" maine pucha..
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"Kyu ke us'sey ek baat permanently prove ho jayegi, ke homosexuality kisi ki choice ki baat nahi hai..iiske liye to woh particular spot hi jimmedar hai..aur ye baat ham chhati thok ke keh payenge ke -Koi apni marzi se gay nahi banta, so no one should blame that poor guy for having gay-feelings. Woh jaan buuj kar aisa nahi kar rha hai, yeh baat sab man'ne ko raazi ho jayenge.. Aaj kal toh log gay ladke ko dekh kar usi ka kasoor nikaalte hai aur yehi kehte hai na, -maa da laadla bigad gaya.."
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Doctor atmoshphere ko halka fulka banane ke liye aisa bol rhe thhe yeh baat mai samaz rha tha, magar fir bhi pata nahi kyo maine apna serious mood banaaye rakha.
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Toh kya? after I have evaluated your MRI results, will u allow me to conduct further studies on you, ?" Deol ne mera mood dekhkar point pe aa kar baat kane lage.
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"Sure, why not?" maine kaha, "but tell me, aap kyo itne interested hai homosexuality ki wajah jan'ne mein?"
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"Well, u might not be knowing, but i'm cousin of Dr.Manju Khosla aur saath saath uske swargiya bhai Manish ka bhi mai cousin hu. I presume you know Manish. Right..? oh, ok..ok.. I'm sorry..tumko kaise yaad hoga woh..! Yeh Manish, aap dono ka ek homosexual friend tha..jisne apni iis homosexuality ki wajah se itna suffer kiya tha, ke bechare ne dipression mein ja kar suicide bhi kar li. Aur uski depression ki indirect wajah ye thi ke uskey parents aur relatives yehi maan rhe thhe ke Manish ne jaan buuj kar apne aap ko bigaad diya hai..uski sangat hi buri hai jiski wajah se woh bahek gaya hai..
aur isiliye uske sab connection and contacts kaat diye gaye thhe..usko akela hi rakha gaya tha ek kamre mein kai mahino tak..woh iis ummid mein ke woh sudhar jayega..aur treatment ke naam par aisi meditcation hui thi, jo uske brain ko weak kar de..uski willpower ko kamzor karde. Aur natija yeh hua, ke itne saalo tak jo raaz woh akela jaanta thha, magar fir bhi akela hi uus se ladd kar apni zindagi aaram se guzar rha tha, bina koi complain ke, woh ladka ab apni zindgi se ladne ka sab hausla ganva chuka. Bechaare ki willpower hi khatm kar di uus galat tarike ki medication aur treatment ne. Ab mai chaahta hu, ke aage chal kar, aur kisi bhi Manish ko aisi misleading medical treatment na miley, ke usey suicide karni pade."
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Mai kuch nahi bol paya aage. Mai itna toh jaan chuka tha, ke mai aur Sanjay bhi homosexual thhe, magar fir bhi itne saalo tak, ham dono apne aap ko duniya ke saath adjust karke, ek happy couple ki tarah achchi life bita rahe thhe. Aur uski ek wajah thi ke hamari life mein duniya walo ki koi dakhal-andaazi nahi hui thi. So we were lucky. Aur agar aanewaalo dino mein kuch enlightenment duniya ko ho jaaye, toh woh kisi Manish ki zindagi mein interfere nahi karenge. Aur aisa gyaan uunko tabhi aayega agar kuch solid research ki jaay iis pechida vishai par.
Dr. Deol wohi karna chahte the. Toh mai agree ho gaya.
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Mere case me further deep study karne ki meri permission le kar, Dr.Deol ne Sanjay ko bulaya. aur muje ghar le jane ko kaha.
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Ham ghar wapas aa gaye.
Muje bahut bhukh lagi thi.
Isliye, ghar ja kar usne mere liye jatpat koi fast dish banani chahi.
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Toh bread ke toast bana kar, usey besan ki paste me dubo kar, aur fir oil me deep-fry kar ke, Sanjay ne toast-pakaude bana liye.
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Usne muje kaha ke ye meri favourite dish hai.
Par na jaane kyo, muje koi khaas achchey nahi lage woh pakudey.
samaj me nahi aa raha tha ke kyu. Magar main kuch nahi bola.
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Pakaude baney tab tak baithe-baithey maine do peg whiskey ke bhi apne pet me udel diye they.
Khane ke baad muje neend aane lagi.
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Last night me barabar so nahi paya tha..
aur saath saath daaru ka nasha bhi apna kaam kar raha tha.
Mai out of control hote chala.
Toh Sanjay ne muje bed-room tak sahara dete hue le gaya, aur muje apni pant utaar ke so jane ko kaha.
Maine pant utar di magar apni shorts pehne raha..
aur bistar me ja ke so gaya.
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Kuch der baad need gehri ho chali
aur tabhi muje ek sapna aaya..
sapne me aisa laga ke koi mera lund chus raha hai..
muje agar lund ki koi chusaai yaad thi, toh wohi, jo Shefali ne thodi bahut ki thi..thode waqt ke liye usne jaisa bhi mera lund chusa tha, usey muje kaafi maza aaya tha..
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Magar abki baar ki to baat hi kuch alag thi..
kuch alag kya, ekdam alag thi..
muje laga ke mai shefali ka sapna dekh raha tha..
magar nahi..
Jo bhi yeh shaahi kaam kar raha tha, woh muje baadsahi maza de raha tha..
aisi maza jo shefali ke bas ki baat nahi thi..
uski to saali, saanse rukne lagi thi thoda sa lund ander lete lete,
magar abhi to aisa lag raha tha, ke mere lund ki puri lambaai, maano ke muh ki gehraai me chali gayi thi
aur mere andue bhi uchal uchal kar andar ghusne ko anxious ho gaye the..
mere maal se bhare anduo ko pyaar se sehlaya ja raha tha..
aur mere tattey aur gaand ke bichwaale hissey ko pyar se sehla sehla kar mera maza dugna kiya ja raha tha.
dusre haath ki ungli se ahista ahista meri gaand ka chhed kureda ja raha tha..
ahista ahista diye jaane wale pressure se, ungli apna raasta banane lagi thi, bina koi pain dete hue,
aur halke sa masage ka jannati nasha chhane laga tha..
yeh sab ka maza kuch alag hi tha..
aisa maza jo Shefali nahi de paayi thi muje.
anduo me jama hua prem-ras ab samandar ki mauj ki tarah andar se bahar aaney ka zor dene laga..
meri climax nazdeek aa rahi thi..aur mai neend se jaagne laga..
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suddenly muje realize hua, ke mai kahaan tha..
aur woh Sanjay tha jo ye karamaat kar raha tha..
muje bed se uchhal kar bahar aa jana tha,
Sanjay ko daantne ke liye..magar ye wo time tha jab mera maal nikalne ki puri taayari me tha..
uus waqt agar koi daayen, devil, dracula ya dragon bhi hota, jo mera lund chus raha hota, toh uus'se bhi mai duur nahi bhaagta..
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(Guyz, I need not explain that stage, u all have experienced, ke uus waqt kisi ko rokna kitan mushkil hota hai..)
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toh main aisa hi leita raha aur jo hone ja raha tha, usey hone diya..
yeah, but at that time i totally agreed to the fact that Sanjay is a fantastic cock-sucker..
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Jab mere juice ki pichkaari mere lund se shoot hoti huyi purey josh ke saath uskey muh me takraane lagi,
tab maare masti ke, full volume me, mai aahey bharne laga.
Wo pichey nahi hata..
bilkul jhijak nahi thi..
woh mera maal ka taste lete hue nigalne laga..
aur mere lund uus waqt tak apne muh me liye raha, jab tak maine usey pakad kar bahar nahi nikala..
meri aankhe bandh thi..
marey khushi ke..ya maare sharm ke..
I don't know..
maine usey dekha nahi ke kab woh uuth kar meri bagal me aa ke leit gaya..
suddenly I felt his lips on my lips..
Maine muh fer liya..
I turned away.
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"I'm sorry, Sanjay" maine softly kaha. "I'm genuinely sorry, magar we can't do this again. Tumne muje promise kiya tha ke agar mai tumhare saath raha, toh koi sex-play nahi hoga. Ya toh tum apni kasam rakho, or else I'll leave from this place. Magar ab ki baar mai proper arrangement karne ke baad hi jaaunga yaha se. Till that date, promise me, ke tum bed ki dusri side me hi rahoge..aur meri side bilkul nahi aaoge."
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"I'm sorry, Rajiv" wo udaas hote hue bola. "Mai jab room me aaya, yeh dekhne ke tu sahi tarah so gaya hai ke nahi. Aaya toh dekha ke u were uncovered and your dick was quite hard, bulging out of your shorts..to mujse raha nahi gaya..but now i promise ke it won't happen again..aur ham, do single beds, jitna jaldi ho sakey khareed lenge."
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usko pleading karte dekh, mai fauran shaaant ho gaya..muje yaad aaya ke maine subah hi hospital mein decide kiya hai ke mai us'sey achchi tarah pesh aaunga. Aur fir meri aankhe bhar aayi.
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"As on today," maine kaha, "tumhe chhor ke jaane ki baat mere dimaag me sab se last hai..yaar, I need you very badly."
Muje rona aa gaya.
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Maine dekha ke Sanjay muje apne arms me lene aage badha,
magar fir usney apne aap ko rok diya.
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"Let me comfort you" usne kaha, "but I promise you no hanky panky"
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Rotey rotey hi Maine hans diya
aur maine apni baazue uski aur failayi.
We gave each other a nice masculine hug
and I'll have to agree that he felt good against my nearly naked body.
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"Tu bistar me leita rahe, mai kitchen me jaa ke dinner ki taiyari karta hu. Mai teri favourite dishes banane ja raha hu.
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"Aur woh kya kya hogi?" maine innocently puchha.
"pehle starter mein manchurian soup..
fir main course mein paalak-mung dal fry,
khatti-mithi tindora chutney ke saath jeera wale aalu,
puff paratha,
suji ka halwa,
jafrani pulao,
aur dessert me vanilla ice cream vaali chilled coffee. How's that ?"
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(Waise to Sanjay ke hisaab se toh, toast-bread ke pakaude bhi mere favourite thhe,
par tabhi koi excitement nahi feel hui thi, muje,
aur abhi bhi itni koi zyaada enthusiasm nahi aayi, mere me.
Toh kya memory aur sexual taste ke saath meri zubaan ka taste bhi change ho gya hoga..?
god knows.! )
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"Wow.." mai bol pada.
iitni saari food-dishes banane ke uske efforts ko appreciate apne aap ho gya, mujse.
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"I'll have to go shopping for some of this ingredients..thodi whiskey bhi laani hai..tu chalega?
ya sona chahta hai abhi bhi ?"
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"tum ho aao" I yawned.
Woh darwaza bandh karke chala gaya..
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Kuchh der me muje fir neend aa gayi..
aur ekdam ajeeb sa sapna dekha, maine..
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par jyada ajeeb baat to ye thi, ke jaagne ke baad, muje wo dream ekdam achchi tarah yaad raha.
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