ke iis kahani mein aap sab chahte ho,
ke story-parts jyada hona chahiye aur baaki ki information kam honi chahiye..
well.. agar honestly batau to -
iis kahani mein story jaisa kuch jyada hai hi nahi..
shuru se hi maine decide kiya tha, ke gay-porn actors ki life style, unke khayalat, unki duniya mein kya hota hai, yeh sab information mai jyada dunga..
aur story ke naam par, ek chhoti si, magar dil ko chhu lenewali baat,
tukdo tukdo mein kehta rahunga..
mai yeh informations dena isiliye chahta tha,
q ke kahani toh kafi members upload karte hi rehte hai..
magr yeh wala material kahi nahi dekha hai, maine..
magar ab lagta hai..
ke logo ko kahani padhne mein hi jyada dilchaspi hai..
aur na ke aisi general information mein.
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Toh, iis part ko aap tolerate kar lijiye..
ab agle part se mai kahani ko hi chipka rahunga,
aur thodi si aur jyada khinch-taan kar story ko lamba kar ke,
agle 2-3 parts mein isey pura kar dunga.)
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Ham log kitchen mein khade thhe.
Uske 'client' ka koi naam-o-nisha nahi dikhta tha.
Ham log pitey rahe..
woh muskuraya
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"Is it serious? -maine puchha
"It is, but not...that type of serious."
"What?"
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"arey..koi zindagi aur maut ka sawaal nahi hai. Kam-se-kam abhi toh nahi..
uski maut nahi hone wali.. He is not going to die..uus kitaab 'Arab kills his fuck-toy' ke jaisa kuch nahi hai.. tuney woh book padhi thi kya?
"Kis book ki baat kar rha hai tu?
"Arey..uus Ismaail ne ek baar muje London mein kahi thi, uus book ki yeh baat."
"Ismaail? maine confused hokar puchha.
Ismaail bhi hamari tarah ek porn-star tha magar bottom tha..
yehi koi 21-22 saal ka..pakistan ya Turkey ka ladka tha.
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"Yes, Ham dono dinbhar skype par chatting kar rahe thhe..
tuje pata hai? agle mahine Ismaail aa rha hai yaha.. aaj kal to woh Europe mein hi jyada tar kaam kar rha hai. Police ne uus arab bandey ko arrest kar liya hai."
"kaunsa arab?"
"wohi..jiski baat uus book mein likhi thi..Usne saale ne apne uus fuck-boy ka gala ghont diya tha..hotel ki ek room mein..tuje kya kuch nahi pata..?"
"Ishaak, tuney kya drugs liya hua hai kya?
"sirf Ecstacy, aur woh bhi ekdam thodi si yaar. Lekin muje yaad hai, maine uus arab ke jaisa ek aur kissa, apni aankho se dekha hai. Tuje yaad hai, ek baar Ismaail hamey Riyadh mein lekar gaya tha, jahaan, uus Arab ke ghar mein, usney hamey dikhaya tha..kuch ladko ko pinjre mein bandh kiya hue thhe usne..yaad hai?"
"No.. tu kisi aur ke saath gaya hoga.."
"Yeah right.. mai uske saath gaya tha..kya naam uska.. yes, Peter..arey wohi, jo kaafi darpok tha..aur usko uun log iisliye nahi rakhey kyo ke woh jyada hairy tha..aur baal bhi kaale aur ghaney thhe...acutally woh log young boys ko hi hire karte thhe..fir unko pinjare mein bandh karke.. rassi se baandhkar uunko pit'te thhe...just like those sex-slaves.. aur woh ladke bhi maze se yeh sab kartwaate bhi hai. The world is sick yaar.. really sick.. mentally sick..Paise waale hardam sab ko apne paanv ke nichey kuchalte rehte hai"
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muje laga ke actually Ishaak kisi nashey mein tha.
mai usey, zameen par pair ghasit kar chalte hue, dekhta raha..
uske leather-pant mein uske lambe motey lund ka aakaar saaf dikhaai de rha tha..
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Bas..sirf ek baar bol..mai chuus leta hu tera lund,
Ishaak..sirf ek baar bol muje..
Lekin woh bas mysteriously muskurata rha.
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Ishaak hamesha mysterious raha hai..
Always suspense mein hi rakha hai, usne muje.
Hollywood ki Blue-Mountain Studio mein, jab woh muje pehli baar mila tha,
tab porn-industry mein mere teen saal beet chuke thhe
aur mai teen film-studios ki naukri badal chuka thha.
Yeh teeno studio muje iisliye nikaal bahar kiya, kyo ke unhe lagta tha, ke mai jyaada hi masculine lag rha hu, unki filmo ke hisaab se..
ab mai kya karta ? meri physique hi waisi hai...
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Brazil se Los Angeles aaney se pehle maine do saal Brazil ki gay-porn mein kaam kiya tha,
of course, as a top.
kyo ke mera step-dad yehi chahta tha..
19 saal ki umar mein jab Pedro, mera step-father muje kaam dilwaane studio mein le kar gaya
tab waha ke director ne meri gaand dekhni chaahi,
toh Pedro ne saaf saaf keh diya, -yeh ladka gaand nahi marvayega..kaam chaahe miley ya na miley..
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Director agar chahta, toh ham dono ko gaand par laat maar kar bhaga sakta tha..
magar usey mere mein kuch bha gaya hoga..
aur muje top ke role ke liye sign kar diya..
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waise us director ki filmo mein, bottoms ko jyada paise milte thhe,
kyo ke woh streaming videos ki, ek web-site chalata tha
website ka naam tha tha -'men in boys'
naam se pata chalta hai, ke jis ko ladko ki mardo se chudaai dekhni pasand hoti hai,
wohi yeh site ko paise dekar subscribe karte honge.
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magr mere kissa exclusive hoga,
muje ladko ki chudaai ke liye rakha gaya,
meri aur ladko ki chudaai ke baad,
baaki ke mard, baad mein join hote thhe uus ladke ki chithde udaane ke liye..
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anyway, toh aise mai sirf top bana raha duniya ke liye
aur meri gaand thi, sirf Pedro ke liye..
I mean, maine rakhi thi Pedro ke liye..mere sautele baap ke liye
waise usne toh muje chodna chhor hi diya tha,
uska kehna tha ke -tum ab mard, sirf mard baney raho..
magar kabhi kabhi mai, usey mere bed mein khinch hi leta tha.
bechaare ka will-power utna strong jo nahi tha..
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Lekin mai Ishaak ke saath aisa nahi kar paya..
dil toh bahut chahta hai..
magar uski will power, shayad..jarurat se strong thi.
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Toh mai keh rha tha, woh muje Blue-Mountain Studio mein pehli baar mila,
tab woh naya naya join kiya tha porn industry.
mai 19 ki umar mai aaya yaha
aur woh shayad 21-22 ki umar mein..
waise bas saal do saal hi chhota hai woh mujse
magar pehli hi nazar mein mai us'sey pyaar kar baitha.
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Uska lamba chauda kadd,
hotho par kamini muskaan,
gaalo mein hote dimples,
aur woh aankhe..
oh god,
waise ab woh aankhe kuchh kadi ho chuki hai
aur pehle ki tarah, "bardasht na ho sakey" utni pyaari nahi rahi hai.
Magar fir bhi,
jab woh mere paas hota hai, toh mai un aankho ko dekhe bina nahi reh sakta
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Abhi bhi..
mai uski uus magical aankho ko taak rha huun, jo shayad drug ke nashein se bhaari bhaari si lag rahi thi.
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Abhi teen saal pehle hi..jab ham saath thhe ek Irish Pub mein
tab maine us'se kaha tha ke -mai uske saath permanantly ho jana chahta hu..
magar usne meri baath seriously nahi li thi.
Mai usey apne ghar bhi le kar gaya tha..
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Maine ussey kaha- muje ab bilkul porn nahi chahiye..muje bahar nikalna hai yaha se, aur uske saath kisi sea-shore par ghar lekar rehna hai..
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magar usne hans kar muje keh diya ke -tum toh paagal ho..meri toh abhi shuruaat hai..I can't settle now. muje ruukna nahi hai abbi..aur bhi aagey badhna hai..aur bhi famous hona hai.
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aur tab meri body toh, 'Falcon Studios' ke cover-page pe 10baar chhap chuki thi.
Itna jaana-maana chehra ho gya tha mera..
mgar mai chahta tha gaayab ho jaana.
ek ghar lena, ek car lena, ek farm-house lekar murge paalna chahta tha, mai
bas..
Woh aisa waqt tha ke mai West Hollywood tabhi bilkul nahi ja sakta tha, bina koi muje pehchane.
Bar-tender se lekar safaai waali aurat tak, koi na koi muje pehchaan hi leta.
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khair.. woh baat toh wahin khatm ho gayi..
magar mai usey chahna nahi chhora.
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ham dono ne ek saath, kai ek gigs kiye hai..
kise remot cabin mein ya kisi anjaan hotel-room mein clients ke saath week-end mein,
kisi french-italian-russian ya waise kisk bottom ke saath hote thhe ye gigs..
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sab se lamba aur behtarin job jo tha,
woh tha ek hollywood ke buddhe-se film financer ke saath.
Pool ke paas, lambi shaamein guazarti thi uus financer ko chodte chodte..
uske Lear-jet mein Newyork se London ki speedy trips hoti thi,
uskey haath bandhey hue,
woh apne ghutno par khada ham dono ke lund chuusta tha zameen se 37000 ft ki uunchaai par..
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Magar aisi situations mein, mai kya chahta tha..?
Mai toh chaahta tha bas Ishaak ke saath akela rehna.. mai chahta tha ke woh muje kahe -"are we not a great couple? Ham dono dhandewaale hai..ok. magar ek duje ke saath toh hamdono sex karte hai, sirf love ke liye.."
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Magar nahi..
Woh aisa kabhi bhi, kuch nahi kaha..
Jab woh kaam kar rha hota tha, toh ekdam professional ban jata tha.
tab meri presence bilkul hi uska dhyaan nahi bantaati thi.
woh meri presence se bilkul disturbed nahi hota tha, jaise mai ho jata tha..
Always the clients first.
uske liye toh client hi sabkuch hai.
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Ek baar Chicago mein ek politisian ke ladke ne hamey hire kiya tha..
HIRE kiya tha..hahaha..
hamdono ko kiraaye par liya tha..
kitna ajiib lagta hai aisa kehne ko..
magar yehi sahi hai..
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Toh tab uus ladke ko andaza aa gya, ke mai waha uske liye nahi balke Ishaak ke liye hi tha..
mera dhyaan us'sey jyaada Ishaak par hi rehta tha..
Khair.. usne muje uusi waqt waha se chale jaane ko kaha..
Maine bhi waise hi kiya.
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Fir puuri raat maine hotel mein guzaari, daaru pi pi kar apna hosh ganwaane mein.
Iis'se jyada buri baat kya hogi ek porn-star ke liye..
ke dusre kisi porn-star ke pichhe diwaana ho kar apni career ki ma chod daale.
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Ham ne fir dedh saal tak ek duje se baat nahi ki. Usne muje kabhi bhi call nahi kiya.
Jis jis film ya live-shows mein ham dono ko ek hi scene mein saath mein kaam karna padta,
waise sab shows aur films ham dono reject karte rahe.
'Men-at-play' ke London waale function mein, award lene ko mai akela hi gaya tha.
Hotel mein, mai itna piya hua tha, ke uun ko ambulance bulana pada.
Maine dekha ke doctor ne muje pehchaan liya tha
aur aisi smile de rha tha, maano muj par reham kha rha ho.
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Mai chilla chilla kar kehna chahta tha, Ishaak se-
"kaminey... yeh dekh kya haalat bana ke rakh di, tuney meri. Abhi jaisa mai hu, uske jimmedaar tum hi hi.."
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Magar mere honth bilkul hil nahi rahe thhe..
itna bebas ban chuka tha mai.
Unhoney mere peit ko pump kiya kaafi der tak,
aur muje wapas LA bhej diya.
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Maine ja kar, Ishaak ko fon kiya.
dedh saal ke baad, fir ek baar.
Woh mujpe kutte ke maafak chillaya.
Magar fir bhi woh aaya.
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Tab tak mai sobar ho chuka tha..nashey se bahar aa gya tha..
aur uskey kandhe par sar rakh ke roya tha.
Ek Porn -Star, aur woh bhi dilwala..
Ajeeb lagta hoga aap sab ko..
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Aur aaj woh apna dil lekar mere saamne drugs ke nashey mein kuch anaap shanaap bakey ja rha hai..
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Fir usney muje iis bachche ke baare mein bataya,
jiski wajah se woh 'embarassing position' aakar muje yaha bulaya tha, uske ghar.
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Hong kong ke kisi raees ka sabse chhota ladka tha woh..
amir baap ki bigdi aulaad..
achchi height thi uski, asian honey ke bawajuud bhi...
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ladka apni Limousine gaadi lekar aaya tha.
Aur yaha Ishaak ke saath koi khel khelna chahta tha..
barbaadi ka khel, humiliate honey ka khel..
"mere maalik mujpe hukam chalaao, mai tera gulaam huu..Tum mere Master ho..
mujpe thuuko, jo karna hai karo..Muje baandh do.. aei, gorey mard,"
yeh waala khel..
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"aur isi se sab taqleef ki shuruaat hui.." Ishaak ne muje kaha.
"matlab..?"
"usko baandhte waqt.."
"tumne usey baandh liya?"
"yes.."
"toh fir?"
"wait, tum khud hi dekh lo.."
aur woh muje dusre kamre mein lekar gaya..jaha yeh khel chal rha tha uus asian ladke ke saath........................................(contd..)
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