Kal ki raat ki kam neend, aur kuch kuch daaru ke nashey ke kaaran, mai jab dopahar ko gehri neend mein tha,
uus waqt Sanjay ne, without my knowledge, mera lund chus liya..
Maine gussey me aakar, 'mai yeh ghar chhor jaaunga' -aisi dhamki bhi de di.
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Maayus Sanjay ne promise kiya, ke aage aisa nahi hoga..
aur muje manane ki koshishe karne laga..
usme se ek koshish thi, mere liye mera pasandida dinner banane ki.
Uske liye necessary ingredients lene, woh super-market chala gaya.
Aur mai fir se soney laga..dil-o-dimaag me Sanjay ke khayalat bhar kar.
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Aur neend me muje ekdam ajeeb sa sapna dekha maine..
(Aur jyada ajeeb baat to ye thi, ke jaagne ke baad bhi, muje wo dream ekdam achchi tarah yaad raha..)
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Ekdam luxirous, shayad kisi 5star hotel ke bedroom ke bistar par, mai pura nanga leita hu.
Saath mein ek nihaayat hi khubsurat haseena hai, jiski khubsurti pe mar mitne ko koi bhi taiyaar ho jaaye.
Aur mere lund ko bhi yeh baat malum hai,
isliye wo bhi, pura tann ke, apni double size bana kar, uski khubsurati ko salaami de raha hai..
Ladki, usey pyaar se sehla kar, ahista ahista hila rahi hai.
Mai uske boobs ko dabaate hue, uski chunchiyo se khel raha hu
aur kuch kuch der me uney chus bhi leta hu.
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Maine us'sey uska naam pucha, to usne apna naam Shefali bataya.
Ham dono ekdusre ko lipat gaya,
mai uske upar aa gya.
Aur apna kadak prem-danda uskey jannat ke darwaaze par tika kar andar entry maarne ki taag me hu,
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tabhi 'dhadaam' se darwaaza khulta hai..
aur
Sanjay andar aa jata hai.
Woh bhi pura nanga hai
uska lund tana hua aur size mein muj se kaafi bada hai.
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Hamey iis position me dekh kar woh chilla uthta hai..
"What the hell, Raajiv..! For heavan sake, u can't do this..! tuje malum hai, ke I love u. aur iis randi se jyada, mai tuje maza de sakta hu. Isko tere liye koi feelings nahi hai, jab ke mai tujpe jaan chhidakta hu.. How can u do this? Now, you'll have choose any one, from we two."
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Mai hans diya
aur fir se uus ladki se lipat gaya.
Apna lund ek jhatke se uski choot me ghusa diya..
ladki ke muh se khushi ki aah nikal gayi.
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Tabhi maine ek gun-shot ki aawaz suni.
Palat ke dekha, to Sanjay khoon se lathpath farsh par gira hua hai.
Gussey mein, ya fir mayusi mein aakar, usne apni jaan de di..
Woh...
woh mar chuka hai..
actually, usne mere par apni jaan chhdak di.
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Mai jaag gaya.
Meri rooh chilla uthi.."Sanjay..Sanjay, don't die Sanjay..I love u"
magar meri rooh ki baat maan'ne se, mera dimaag inkaar kar raha tha.
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Jaise hi muje realize hua, ke yeh toh ek sapna tha, toh meri body relax honey lagi.
Mai utha aur baath-room ki aur chal diya.
Pishaab karne laga, par mushkil ho rahi thi.
kyu ke mera lund ab bhi tanna hua tha,
aur dekha to woh pre-cum se geela ho chuka tha.
Maine paani piya, aur fir bistar me aa ke leit gaya.
Kuch der me fir neend aa gayi.
Woh sapna pichcha nahi chhor rha tha.. fir aa gaya wohi sapna.
Same-to-same.
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Nahin..bilkul 'same-to-same' nahi..
Kyu ke..
jab Sanjay ne dono ke beech me choice karne ko kaha, to scene totally change ho gaya.
Mai dauda aur Sanjay se lipat gaya.
Hamare kadak lund ek dusre se ragadne lage.
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Sefali bistar se khadi hui,
apne kapde pehne
aur room se chal di... chup chap.
uska koi intension nahi hai, apne aap ko maar dene ka,
mere pyar pe fida ho jaane ka, uska koi irada nahi hai.
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Sanjay mere badan ko ahista ahista sehla raha.
Mai bhi wohi kar raha.
Kai der tak ek dusre ke lund sehlaate sehlaate hue, ham khade rahe..
Meri aankhey band hai, aur muje pata hi nahi chala ke Sanjay nichey baith gaya hai apne ghutno ke bal par.
Apna left hand, usne meri gaand ke upar se ghumate hue, dusri side se meri kammar, meri waist ko jakad liya,
meri taango ko apni hairy-chest se press karne laga
aur apne right-hand se mera lund pakad kar usey speed mein hilane laga..
Meri muth marne laga..
Uski muth maarne ki style ekdam perfect hai..
Woh bhali-bhaanti jaanta hai, ke dusre mard ke lund ko kaise handle kiya jaaye, kaise uski muth maari jaaye..
meri lund ki fore-skin uski muthi me upar-nichey, aage-piche ho kar mere cock-head ko stimulate kar rahi..
uski speed badhti gayi..aur saath saath mere jism ke andar ka pressure bhi..
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ek haath se maine, baaju me rakhi chair ko pakad liya, dusra haath uske sar par rakh kar uske baalo ko pasaarta raha..
khadey khadey ,mere paanv kamzor hotey chale..
maathe pe pasina aane laga..
mere tattey tight ho kar upar ki aur simatne lage..
aur..
aur...
aakhir ek fantastic climax ke baad.. mere lund ne apna maal chhor diya.
mera love-juice ki pichkariya pur-jor se udne lagi aur uske haath, uske chehre ko mere prem se rangne lagi..
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Meri neend tuut gayi..
Fuck,
Kitna real sapna tha woh.
Mai wakai pasine pasine ho chuka tha.
Jaag kar dekha toh mere jism ke nicheywale hisse par mera pura maal faila pada hai.. safed..gaaadha sa..garam..garam
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Yes, the orgasm was real.
What does it mean ?
ek mard ka sexy sapna dekhte dekhte, mai climax achieve kar liya
toh kya, mai bimaari mein se 'achcha' hone laga hu ?
kya mai fir se gay bante ja raha hu ?
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But..
but no..this can't be true,
this shouldn't be a reality,
because, I was still feeling so straight..
Totally straight...!
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Mai shower me gaya.
Apne aap ko saaf kiya.
Mai jaanta tha, ke ab mai so nahi paunga.
Muje aur koi sapna nahi dekhna..
Kitne horrible, kitne confusing thhe wo sapne.
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Maine kapde pehne aur bahar aa gaya.
Fir, newspaper padh kar apna dhyan baantne laga.
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Kuch der me Sanjay aa gya.
"abey, yaha kya kar rha hai tu? why aren't you in the bed ?" he scolded me.
Usky dono haatho mein kaafi samaan tha..
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"I can't sleep anymore. Can I watch you prepare dinner?" maine pucha.
Uske chehre pe jo khushi ki leher daud gayi, usey mai bayaan nahi kar sakta.
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Saara saaman nichey rakhte hue woh bola, "Aur bhi saaman hai..mai baahar rakha hu, taxi se utaar kar."
keh kar woh bahar chala gaya, baaki samaan laane
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Bechara Sanjay..
Kitna kuchh woh kar raha hai, mere liye..
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At last, jab uske haath free hue to woh mere paas aya
aur muje lipatne laga..
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Mai pichhey hatt gaya..shayad aadat se majbur hokar.
Naturally...he looked hurt again.
Lekin uski bhi toh yeh aadat thi, mujse physically contact karne ki.
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Aur, mujey us'sey lovingly pesh aana tha, magr..
magar wo ek mard tha..
aur isiliye..
isiliye woh meri choice ke against tha.
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Dinner lekar ham-dono ne kichen me safaai kar di..
kuch der TV dekha.
Mai keh sakta hu, ke woh kuch disturb tha...
aur shayad iisliye.. kaafi chupchaap bhi tha..
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Finally usne meri taraf dekh kar kaha, "Jab tak ham 2 single bed nahi khareed lete, chal, ham iis double bed me baari baari soyenge. Yeh pura week tu sona iispar. Monday se pura week mai sounga..aur tu couch pe sona."
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"Nonsense," bina sochey maine keh diya. "Yeh bed kaafi bada hai. Dono soyenge, magar track-pant pehen kar."
mai us'sey sympathetically co-operate.karne laga.
aur kuch der soch kar mai fir bola, "theek hai, chalo shorts pehen lenge,. Magar baaki 'cheez' ka dhyaan rakhna."
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"It won't work," Sanjay ne kaha, "I love u, aur neend me, mai tujse lipatne jagunga tab kya karenge?"
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"Agar lipatne tak ki baat hai, tab tak..it is ok. Magar fir, idhar udhar haath mat ghumane lagna. Yaar, let us give a try. Nahi to fir couch to hai hi. Saturday ko fir, ham 2 single bed le aayenge."
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"Whatever u say Raajiv. Magar mere dil me ek feeling aa rahi hai, ke tu HAMARE bed me jyada din tak nahi soyega."
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"Muje bhi ek feeling aa rahi hai, ke to jo sochta hai woh sahi hai." Maine kaha.
Muje uuse hurt karna nahi tha,
magar muje laga, ke shayad fir ek khanzar ghusa diya, maine uske siney mein.
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"I'm sorry" maine baat ko samhalna chaha. "Yeh mere muh se achanak nikal gaya."
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"It's Ok." woh bola. "Mai to yehi prayer karta rahunga, ke tujey fir apni pichchli baatein aa jaaye, aur tu waapas laut kar mere paas aa jaaye."
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Aur fir ham so gaye, bistar ke alag alag corner par.
Kaafi der tak na mai so paya, na woh.
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Fir subah jab alarm-clock baj uthi
to jaag kar dekha, ke hamdono ke badan ek dusrey ko chhu rahe thhey, magr thode thode. Koi aisi waisi baat nahi.
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Sanjay ne ghadi dekhkar kaha, "from 2moro, We'll have to get up earlier. Pehle toh ham-dono saath saath shower liya karte thhey, aur morning ke baaki sab kaam bath-room mein, ek-duje ke saamne karne me, koi embarassment nahi hoti thi. But now I feel, we should do it seperately."
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I agreed.
Aur dono ne decide kiya, ke kal se adha ghanta jaldi uuth jaya karenge.
Kaam pe jaane mein der ho rahi thi, to breakfast skip kardi hamne.
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Maine Mc-Donald me break-fast kar ke, office gaya,
Aaj Friday tha
aur iisliye Market wale road pe kaafi traffic mili,
but somehow I managed to reach on time.
aur wahaan ekdam sahi sahi sab kaam kar paya..
din achcha guzra..
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Shefali ki maa bimaar thi, toh usey achanak 15 days ki leave le thi.
Jo bhi ho, maine dusri clerk-ladki Sandhya ko apni secretary ke taur pe temperory promot kar liya.
Wo apne kaam me expert thi
aur mai uske kaam se quite satisfied tha.
Aur dusri taraf, mera partner Madan bhi mere kaam se itna satisfied tha, ke woh meri cabin me aaya
aur mujse puchhne laga ke, -kya actually muje Amnesia jaisa kuch hua bhi hai, ya mai usey chutiya bana raha hu..
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Uusi waqt, Dr. Deol ka fon aaya.
Maine fon ka speaker, on kar diya.
Dr. Deol bole, "Gud morning Rajiv, tumhare MRI ke reports sab aa gaye hai. Monday ko mere consulting room me aa jaao, to tumahre ilaaj ke baare mein, ham baat karte hai."
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Hamne appointment fix kar li..
aur fir unko 'haapy week-end' wish kar ke, maine Madan ko kaha, -"dekha saaley..? Ab to yakeen aaya"
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Shaam ko mai office se ghar ki aur jaane laga.
Aur iis hafte mein hui sabhi ghatnaao ke baare me sochne laga.
Pichhle Monday Night ko Sanjay ke saath sex kiya aur uske baad yeh haadsa hua tha, ke mai apna sabkuchh bhul gaya hu. Iss baat ka pata muje tuesday early morning ko chala.
Tuesday night ko, woh porn DVD dekhte dekhte maine muth maar kar khud ko satisfy kiya tha.
Wednesday night ko Shefali se sex kiya tha.
Kal, thursday ko Sanjay ka sapna dekhte hue, apne aap mera maal nikal gaya tha..
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Roz roz sex to hota tha, kisi na kisi tarah.
magar fir bhi,
aaj fir se dil kar raha tha..
koi ladki chahiye thi muje..
Sandhya kaafi simple and bholi-bhaali hai,
uskey saath to yeh galat hoga..
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lekin aaj din mein, baato-baato me, Madan Delhi ke red-light area, GB Road ke baare mein kuchh zikr kar raha tha..
socha, kyu na waha try ki jaaye.
Maine apna raasta badal liya wahaan jane ke liye.
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Fir sochne laga Sanjay ke baare mein..
Ab jab ke, meri tharak ekdam apni charam-seema par hai..
toh fir, I can imagine Sanjay's sexual tension too.
but I was helpless. I was useless for him.
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Waise, uske saath ghar me bhi sab kuch theek-thaak chal raha hai..
Roz shaam ko mai aur Sanjay TV dekhte hai,
thoda bahut scrabble solve karte hai,
aur kaafi der tak walking bhi karte hai..
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Ham dono achchey dost bante ja rahe hai, magar bina koi sex kiye huve.
Khair, uusne bhi iisi tarha apna mann mana liya hai, ke chalo atleast ham dono friends to hai..
Woh muje continuously, apni pichhli zindgi ke baare me bata raha hai.
Muje kuchh yaad nahi aa raha..
magar itni to credit, usey deni chahiye, ke itna sincerely, itni mehnat se usne jo jo baate muje bataayi, ke wo sab muje puri puri yaad reh gayi.
I can now tell a lot about my life, without having actually experienced it.. :-)
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Sochte sochte mai G B Road pahuch gaya.
Wahaan ka mahoul dekh kar, uusi waqt wahaan se bhaag jaane ko dil kiya, raat guzaarne ka toh sawaal hi nahi raha.
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None of the girls, was of my choice..
Aur mahhoul ekdam ghatiya..ekdam ganda..
mayoos ho kar mai laut gaya
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Magar fir bhi, raaste par se ek theek-theek khubsurat ladki ko maine utha liya..
lekin usko lekar hotel me jana, muje SAFE nahi laga..
muje laga, iisey ghar hi le jana chahiye.
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toh maine Sanjay ko fon lagaya, yeh kehne ke liye, ke aaj ki raat woh kahi aur theher le,
kyu ke muje uski presence me kisi ladki ke saath sex karna, comfortable nahi lagta tha.
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Maine usey fon lagayai, toh uskey end pe kaafi shor-sharaba tha..
uski aawaz saaf sunai nahi de rahi thi..
par utna jaan paaya, ke woh koi gay-party attend kar raha hai, aaj friday jo hai.
Usne wahaan kisi studd-ladke ko pataya hai, aur uske saath, uskey ghar ja raha hai.
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"Feel free to use OUR bed", usne muje kaha
and...
and I was jealous.. !
Insanely jealous..!
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Muje mere re-action pe yakeen nahi aa raha tha..
Yeh kaise ho sakta hai..?
Why should I be jealous, if he is sleeping with some other guy?
muje ye jealousy ki feeling ko duur karna hoga..immediately..!
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Woh ladki ke saath sex theek-thaak raha..
HAMARE bed par, maine kaafi achcha 'perform' kiya.
Magar woh ladki raat bhar thaherne ko taiyaar nahi thi..
toh kuch hi der me wo chali gayi.
Mai akela reh gaya ghar par
aur jald hi akelapan feel karne laga.
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Mai iiska aadi nahi hu.. I am not accustomed to sleep alone.
Mai soch mein duub gaya..
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Mai sochne laga..parso Monday ko meri MRI ki reports aa jayegi,
sirf 2 din baaki hai..
fir pata chal jayega, ke meri memories laut aayegi, ya nahi..
aur agar koi hopes hogi, toh further treatments bhi start ho jayegi.
lekin...
toh kya..mai fir se gay bann jaunga..?
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Magar..
magar, mai toh nahi ban'na chahta gay..
kya memories ka ek faida paane ke liye, gayness ka ek bada sa nuksaan bhi uthana padega, muje..?
I don't know..
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to fir ?
to fir kya karu mai..?
kya reports milne ke baad, Dr.Deol ki further treatment stop kar du..?
kya karu..?
kya karu mai..?
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Oh God....!
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