Mai, Ek Porn-Star (10)

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muje khaane ke liye kuch time dene ke baad, Pedro bola -
'tum chaho toh muje bata sakte ho..kya aisi taqleef hai, jo tumhe khaye ja rhi hai..?" 
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mai ek pal, uski aankho mein umad kar aaye hue mamta ke badal ko dekhta rha.
kaun kehta hai ke mamta sirf ma ki aankho mein hi hoti hai..?
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'come on dude, we are friends..shoot it out..'
'Pedro..!'
'yeah..?'
'Ishaak..'
'yeah, Ishaak.... Magar Ishaak ka kya..?'
'Ishaak shaadi kar rha hai..'.
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Pedro ek pal ke liye mujpe sawaaliya nazar daale raha. phir mujse puchha -
'shaadi kar rha hai..? ya Live-In mein ja rha hai..?'
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Pedro ka kasoor nahi tha aisa sawaal karne mein..kyo ke woh Ishaak ko jaanta tha..
ek, ke woh mera achcha dost hai..dusra, ke gay porn-star hai.
Aur normally gay porn-star shaadi nahi karte..
woh Live-In Relationship mein hi jaana pasand karte hai..
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'I dont know.. magar muje toh lagta hai ke woh shaadi kar rha hai..'
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'how can u say that..?'
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'kyo ki woh kisi mard se nahi, ek aurat se commited hone ja rha hai'
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'oh.. no wonder. Wo toh top hai na..ya, may be a bi-sexual..toh ye mumkin ho sakta hai'
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'yeah he is bi-sexual.. usne aisi filmo mein fuck-scene bhi kiye hue hai..even u know that'
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'yeah..ok. Cool. but so what?' Pedro ne la-parwaahi se puchha
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'cool..? how can u say that..? I dont want him to go away with any holliwood bitch? uus aurat se toh, mai kai guna achcha hu..'
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'tum..? what do u mean..?
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'I want Ishaak. Pedro, I want him..muje woh chaiye..mai uskey bina nahi reh sakta. Woh mera pyaar hai, aur mere saath hi rehna chaiye wo..na ke kisi do takke ki kuttiya ke saath'
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'have u lost brains..?' -ab uncomfortable honey ki baari Pedro ki thi- 'tum jaante ho k woh usey chodne wala hai..aur tum toh ek top ho. Listen buddy, u are a top'
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maine fir se beer ki bottle utha kar muh par lagaai, aur ek hi stroke mein woh aadhi bottle khatm kar di..muje himmat chaiye thhe bolne ki..
Pedro meri taraf naaraz nazro se dekhta rha..
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'I know that I'm a top..lekin.. Ishaak bhi toh Top hai, toh mai kya karu..? woh agar bottom ban'na chahega toh mai life-long top bann ke rehne ko taiyyar hu..magar mai jaanta hu ke woh aisa nahi karega..woh pehle se hi top hai, aur top hi rahega..usne kai ek hetro-porn mein bhi kaam kiya hai, aur ladkiyo ko bhi choda hai usne.. toh woh nahi soyega mere niche..usey agar paana hai toh muje usey apne upar sulana hi padega..and I don't mind at all.. I want him at any cost..I love him..'
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meri aankhey fir bhar aanye lagi..
meri aawaaz se maalum padd raha tha, ke mai kabhi bhi ro dunga.
Pedro ne dekha ke mai excited ho rha hu aur nervous bhi..
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Woh utha, aur ek haath se muje jakad liya..
'relax dude..dont lose your mind.. keh do jo kehna hai..Pedro sab suun raha hai..'
'Pedro..'
'yeah..'
'mai uskey bina kaise rahunga..? I swear, I cant survive without Ishaak' -maine apne aap ko samhaal liya aur fir se apna normal-tone pa liya- 'agar woh muje fuck kare toh problem kya hai..? tum jaante ho ke jab tum muje fuck karte ho toh mai kitna enjoy karta hu.."
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(..pichhle 3 saalo se Pedro ne mujse sex nahi kiya hai..
mujey mujr yaad hai ke fir bhi, jab last time usney muje choda tha,
toh meri aankho mein aansu aa gye thhe..
maare dard ke nahi, maarey khushi ke..
mai kitna satisfied hue tha..
mera climax toh maine kuch der pehle hi achieve kar liya tha..
always aisa hi hota hai..
yeh ek khaasiyat thi, Pedro ki. 
Muje chodte waqt, usne kabhi bhi sirf apni vaasna ko puura nahi kiya hai..
usney iis baat ka dhyaan rakha hai, ke muje bhi puri satisfaction miley.
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maine apni iis porn career mein dekha hu..
kai ek mard aise anaadi ke jaise chodte hai,
ke bottom ki gaand ki diwaaro ko chhilne ke alawa, aur kuch nahi karte, woh..
Woh bottom dard ke maare, karahta rehta hai..
bechaare ki erection bhi khatm ho jaati hai. aur saath saath mein, uska maza bhi.
Woh bas.. isi intzaar mein rehta hai, ke kab uparwaale ka maal jadd jaaye
aur kab woh banda uuth jaaye, upar se.
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Ek mard jab dusre mard ke pichhwade se andar entry maarta hai..
toh uski bhi ek technic hoti hai..jo ke Pedro ko aati hai.
jab woh purey saleeke se, ek artistic style se fuck karta hai..
tab uska khaas dhyaan uus baat par hota hai, ke uske nichey jo leita hai
woh bhi insaan hai, koi murda ya khilona nahi..
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Pedro ke jaisa mard, jab apna lund andar daalta hai,
toh woh iis baat ka khyaal rakhta hai ke uska lund, meri gaand ki diwaaro se jyada ghisey bina, unhe nuksaan pahuchaaye bina, 
bas sirf..
sirf..meri 'prostate' se hi khilwaad karey.
Aur yeh bhi,
ke meri prostate par zordaar hathode ka prahaar na karte hue,
sirf halki si dastak deta rahey, apne lund se..
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mostly, woh kabhi bhi muje peeth k bal leita ke, meri taang uss ke kandhe par rakh kar, nahi chodta tha..
aisa nahi iis position mein usey maza nahi aata..
magar woh jaanta hai, ke aisi postion mein jab uska lund ander jayega to, jyada tar possibility yehi hoti hai, ke lund gaand mein nichey ki aur, meri peeth ki taraf hi jayega..jab ke mera 'g-spot', mera prostate toh upar hai..mere lund ki aur..(sabka wahaa hi hota hai..) aur aisi halat mein, uska lund mere prostate ki massage nahi kar payega..
toh, woh muje 'missionary' style mein, yani ke muje peit ke bal leita kar, ya toh fir doggy style mein hi enter karta tha..iin dono position mein, mera lund nichey zameen ki aur rehta hai, aur mera prostate bhi..fir woh ahista-ahista mere prostate par halki halki dastak dete hue muje jannat ki sair karwata hai..
jab aisa hota hai, toh mai toh kya, kisi bhi bottom ka lund apne aap khade honey lagta hai.
woh apni erection khud-ba-khud achieve kar leta hai..
aur fir usey bhi, chudwaane mein zabardast mazaa aaney lagta hai..
aur fir mera kadak lund hilate hilate, Pedro se pehle hi mera maal jhad jaata hai.
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abhi toh umar ka takaza hai,
warna jab mai young tha, 16 se 22 tak ka
jab mere balls bharpuur maal banaate thhe,
tab toh kai ek baar, apne lund ko touch kiye bina hi, mai apni climax pa leta hai..
Thanx to Pedro's fucking tecnics
usne dhyaan rakha hai hamesha, ke mai uskey nichey leit kar kaafi enjoy kar saku..
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pichhli baar, yaani ke teen saal pehle, mera accident hua tha..
meri reedh ki haddi, (mera back-bone) ko kaafi nuksaan hua tha..
aur mai bistar par hi tha, for about 4 months..
tab Pedro ne hi meri darkaar li thi..
2 mahino ke baad, bistar par leitne rehne ke siva, baaki sab tarah se mai theek ho chuka tha..
tab mai us'sey sex karna chahta tha..
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jabse woh muje ek top banane par tula hai, tab se usey mere saath sex karne ke liye raazi karna kaafi mushkil raha hai..
kaafi garam karna padta hai usey..
aisa nahi ke umar ne apna asar dikhaya hai uus par, iis liye..
kyo ke jab woh 'mood' mein aa jata hai,
to rock-hard erection haansil kar leta hai..
aur maal bhi huge-quantity mein discharge karta hai..
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magar uus waqt woh garam bhi hota tha,
toh bhi ek alag hi problem thi, jiski wajah se wo mujse sex karne ko hesitate karta tha..
woh bola nahi hai, magar mai achchi tarah uus baat ko samaj gaya tha..
due to my back-bone problem, muje sidhey hi leite rehna padta tha..
toh woh muje ulta leita nahi sakta tha..
aur na hi muje doggy style mein khada kar sakta tha..
iis wajah se, woh muj se sex karne ko saaf mana kar raha tha..
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magr fir woh meri sexual-frustration ko taad gaya tha..
toh usne muje full satisfaction dena, jaruuri samja
aur diya bhi..magar fingering kar ke..
aur fingering bhi kaisi..?
just like an expert..!
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uski pehli koshish yehi rehti ke woh mere prostate ko dhuund le..
apni finger ke sirf 2 knuckles hi woh ander daalta tha, magar uper direction mein..
aur wahin ek walnut, yaani ke akhrot ki size ke mere g-spot, mere prostate ko halke halke massage karte karte woh mere lund ki muuth maarta tha..
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mai aise hi leita rehta tha..apni aankh band karke..
aur within some minutes, mai apni life ke kuch behtarin climaxes ko exprience kar leta tha..
in short, being a 'bottom' with a considerate guy like Pedro, has always been a pleasant time for me....)
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'agar woh muje fuck kare toh problem kya hai..? tum jaante ho ke jab tum muje fuck karte ho toh mai kitna enjoy karta hu.." -mere Pedro se kaha..
toh ek pal woh kuch na bola..
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'problem..?' -fir usne thodi si mayusi se kaha- 'mujey kya problem ho sakti hai..tumhari life hai..tumhari choice hai.. mai kaun hota hu, jo tumhe kuch suggest karu.."
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"kyu..?" -maine thoda excite ho kar kaha- "kya tum mere kuch nahi lagte..?"
"well.. i dont think so.." -Pedro ki aawaz mein mayuusi badhti gayi. Shaayad mera Ishaak ki aur ka lagaao, usey chuubh rha tha.
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"agar tum mere kuch nahi lagte, toh fir jab tumhe pata chala ke mera accident hua hai..toh 1000 miles ki durri tay karte hue, uud kar mere kyo aay gye thhe? and u were the first person to come to me in the hospital, among all my friend and relatives.can u tell me why?
aur jab ke pehle hi tumhari zindagi ki puri kamaai, puuri savings, meri ma tumse chura kar, tumhe luut kar bhaag nikali thi, toh fiir baaki ki aadhi kamaai tumne meri treatment aur ilaaj mein luuta di thi.. tell me why?
utna hi nahi, mai bed-rest mein tha ..toh meri puri dekh-bhaal bhi tumnhe hi ki thi.. purey 4mahine..kyo mere par itni meharbaani dikhaayi tumne?" -maine thodi uuch aawaaz mein kaha.
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"I..I don't know.." -pedro ke paas jawaab toh tha, magar shayad dena nahi chahta tha..
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"if u dont know..then litsen..tumne yeh sab kiya..kyo ke tum mujse pyar karte ho..
you have loved me..physically as well as emotionally.. so you are my lover..
tumne meri ma se shaadi ki hai..so you are my daddy..
tum meri life ke crucial-stage mein hardam mere saath rahe ho..muje duniyadaari sikhaayi hai..muje guide kiya hai..so you are my friend philosopher and guide..
hamlog sex karte hai..so you are my fuck-buddy..
aur jaan'na hai ke tum mere kya ho.." -kehkar mai usye lipat gaya
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"enough..enough my darling boy.." -Pedro ne muje apni baaho mein bharte hue kaha-
magar phir bhi, pata nahi kyu, mai kyu yehi chahta hu ke tum kabhi bottom..'
'yeah.. that's bcoz ke first of all tum mere daddy ho..mere papa ho.. aur har daddy yehi chahta hai ke uska beta ek mard ki tarah hi rahey..shaadi karey..uskey liye grand-children, pota-poti paida karey..'
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'yes..yes,,my sweety..u are my kid' -Pedro ab sentimental hotey chala tha- and that's why
i can understand, jab yeh duniya tuje sataati hai, daraati hai, thukraati hai toh tuje sabse pehle mai hi yaad aata hu..tum daud ke aa jaate ho mee paas, apne papa ke paas..
jab bhi koi bada sa contract milta hai..achi kamaai hoti hai toh sabse pehle, woh gud news tum mujse hi share karte ho..i know my dear, i know very well.. '
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Itna kehkar  Pedro ne mera maath chumna chaha..
magar maine uske dono gaalo par apne haath rakh kar uska chehra nichey khincha
aur uske hontho par apne honth rakh diye..
mai usey deep kissing karne laga..french kissing
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Pedro duur hatna chaha..
magar maine usey apne mazbuut baaho mein jakad liya..
usey riha karne ko mai bilkul raazi nahi tha..
Mai Ishak ko bhuulna chahta tha..
aur  Pedro ke pyaar ke bina, yeh mmkin nahi tha.
I wanted to have sex, right now..
I was desperate for sex..
but not as a top..woh toh hardam karta hu mai..
I wanted to be a bottom..for Ishaak..for Pedro..
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"Leave me my son.." -Pedro meri baaho se alag hona chahta tha..
"No, papa..I won't.. I love u papa.."
"I know, sweety..I know. Now let me go"
"Fuck me Papa.. Daddy..I need u" -maine apne ek haath se Pedro ko jakad kar rakhte hue dusre haath se Uska lund ko feel karne laga..sehlaane laga
"My boy.. my baby.."
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Magar woh mujse haarta gaya..
uska lund kadak hota chala..
Mai nichey sarak gaya
uskey track-pant ki elastic ko khinch kar nichey kar diya..
fir uske holder ke fabric se uske lund ko chaatna shuru kiya..
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Pedro ne aankh muund li thi..
Woh jaanta tha, ke muje jo chahiye thaa. woh mai haansil karke hi rahunga..
kuch saalo se aisa hi hota aa rha hai..
muje literally usey rape karna padta hai..
aaj bhi waisa hi ho rha tha..koi nayi baat nahi thi..
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yes, nayi baat toh thi ek..
aaj mai jyada aggressive tha.
aaj Ishaak se thukraaye jaane ke baad, fir se Pedro se thukrana nahi chahta tha, mai.
Pedro sirf mera tha..aur mera hai..
pichle kai saalo se..aur aaj bhi..
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Uskey holder ko nichey sarkane ke saath hi, woh handsome mard bilkul nanga ho gaya..
mai uskey lund ko haath mei pakad kar sehlaane laga
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yeh wohi lund hai jo muje pichle 14 saalo se chodta raha hai..
jab mai 16 saal ka tha, tab 10 inch ka yeh mahakaay danda, muje dara raha tha..
aur aaj.. impress kar raha hai..
mere 8 inch ke lund se kai jyada mardana lag raha tha..yeh hathiyaar.
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"screw me Pedro..fuck me like a girl..make me your bitch, you stallion" -maine sexy ton mein kaha
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"yes, yes..u'll get what u want, U Slut..I'll screw your cunt" -Pedro ab puuri tarah haar chuka tha aur uske andar ka jaanwar jaag rha tha..
mai kaamyaab ho raha tha usey jagane mein..
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Usne uuth kar, muje uuthakar bistar par patka..aur meri gaand mein ungli daal kar usey chauda karne laga..
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At last, I got what i wanted..
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After half an hour, I was lying in the arms of my man..leisurely..fully satisfied.
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"Ishaak kis se shaadi kar rha hai..?"
Kuch der ke baad, Pedro ne muje casual-ton mein puchha..
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"koi film-actress hai, holliwood ki.." -mai ab kaafi relaxed tha, usey har jawaab dene ke liye
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"ab, woh porn-star ko film actress kaha se mil gayi..? koi struggling ladki hogi, jisne Ishaak ko uske paiso ki wajah se liye, patta liya hoga"
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"ladki nahi..aurat hai woh..Ishaak se kaafi badi hai, umar mein"
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"no wonder, kaafi common baat hai yeh.." - Pedro ne khada ho kar, ek cigarette jalate hue kaha- "Roger Moore, Richard Palmer jaise kai hero ne apne se badi, bahut badi aurato se shaadi ki hai. Aur Pamela Anderson, Bo Ferek, Medonna, jaisi to kitni hi buddhi film actress hai, jinho ne aise jawaan mardo se shaadi ki hai, jo ke unse kaafi chhote hai umar mein..ab uus list mein ek aur naam add ho jayega, iis actress ka. Kya naam hai iis lady ka..?"
usne cigeratte-pack meri taraf badhate hue puchha..
maine bhi ek cigarette jalayi
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"Sania Brandon.." -cigarette ka ek gehra kassh lete hue maine kaha..
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achanak dhuua meri saanso mein atak gaya..
aur mai khaansne laga..
do teen khaansi ke baad bhi,
jab maine khaansna jaari rakha, toh Pedro mere paas aa kar baith gaya,
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'relax..relax yaar, kyo itne deep puff lete ho.." -aur woh meri peeth par haath pasaarne laga.
meri aankho me aansu aa gaye..
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"here..drink it" -woh paani le kar aaya aur muje diya..
maine paani piya...
paani pi kar kuch achcha laga, mujey..
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iis sab jamele mein,
maine yeh nahi dekha, ke Pedro ke chehre ka rang bilkul fikka padd gaya hai..
muje paani ka glaas thamaate hue, uskey haath kaamp rahe thhe
uski aawaaz mein geelapan aane laga tha..
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'oh, my child..my boy..why its always happening to you..' -Pedro ne muje fir se apni galey lagaate hue kaha..
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I was confused..
any one can cough while smoking..
khaansi toh, kisi ko bhi aa sakti hai..
iisme kaunsa gazab ho gaya..?
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magar achanak muje kuch strike hua..
he means something else..
I looked into his eyes..
they were wet..
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"Pedro.. tell me. Tell me whatever is in your mind..dont hide anything..please"
mera dil dhadakne laga tha..zor zor se..
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"Yes, my child..my kid.. she is your mother..Sania Brandon is your mother.."
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mai hakka-bakka sa Pedro ki aur dekhta raha..
"Sania Brandon uska real-name nahi hai.. It is her screen-name"
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no wonder,
jab Ishaak ne muje uski photo dikhaai, toh muje kuch familiar-face laga tha..
magar mai sochta raha ke holliwood ki actress hai,
toh face toh jana-pechana hi lagega na..
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uff.. i couldn't tolerate..
my eyes were aleady wet..
first.. due to the cough..
and now due to the grief..
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Yeh aurat muje chhor kar chali gayi thi..kuch saal pehle
aur meri duniya ujaad kar gayi thi, woh..
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aaj..woh fir laut aayi hai, meri duniya mein..
aur aatey hi, fir meri duniya ujaad di..
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uus waqt, mere sautele-baap ko mera lover bana diya tha, usne.
aur ab woh mere lover ko banane ja rahi hai, mera sautela-baap.
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Maine Pedro ko fir jakad liya, apni baaho mein.
uskey kandhe mein apna sar chhupa kar roney laga..
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Yes, yehi hai meri zindagi..
ek porn-star ki zindagi..
mujey aise hi jeena hai..
zindagi bhar..
ek fucking machine bann kar..
mai haarta ja raha hu..
mai haar chuuka hu..iis duniya se..
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meri life mein agar koi hai mera apna,
toh woh hai bas, Pedro
my step-father.
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aur mai apne pyare se daddy ki aagosh kho gaya..
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(The End)
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