Agar apne baare mein kuch kehna ho toh, mai apne baare mein bas, itna hi jaanta hu,
ke I'm a guy of 28 years,
mera naam Rajiv Rana hai..
I am an Indian citizen.
aur mai..
234, Supriya Complex, Basant Lok, Vasant Vihar, Delhi, me rehta hu.
That's all..
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itna hi maalum hai muje.
Ye bhi apne wallet me rakhe huve mere driving license aur voter's card se muje pata chala hai.
Aisa lagta hai jaise mera janam aaj hi hua hai.
Kyu ke aaj subha mai jaaga, us'se pehle ki apni zindgi ka ek bhi din muje yaad nahi.
Aur abhi dopahar ke 2 baje hai.
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Toh aaj ke iis extra-ordinary din me, subah se lekar abhi tak kya kya hua,
uske baare mein agar jaan'na ho toh...
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Aaj subah jab jaaga, to mera sar ekdam bhaari lag raha tha
aur mai kaha hu, uska muje koi idea nahi tha.
Mere bistar ke pichhe ek radio-clock hai, jis'se room me ujala aa raha tha.
Maine dekha ke 5.30 bahe hai.
Maine andaza lagaya ke SUBAH ke 5.30, kyu ke bahar abhi andhera hi tha..
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I was shocked...
Mai chaunk gaya..
Mai kaha hu?
ye kiska ghar, kiska bistar hai yeh?
I don't know.
I swear I don't know..!
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Mai ekdam bistar se uuth khada hua, to muje pata chala ke mai nanga hu..
fully naked..!
Apna haath tatol ke maine baju ke table-lamp ko switch-on kiya.
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Fuck..!
mere baaju me ek aur mard soya hua tha.
Mai jab uuth khada hua, toh maine ham-dono ke upar ki chaadar hata di thi, shaayad
to dekhta kya hu..
ke wo bhi pura nanga tha.
Maine baaju ki kursi par padey bath-robe ko pehan liya.
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Uus dusre mard ne neend mein hi thodi harkat ki.
I froze..
kya karu mai ab..?
muje kapde kaha se milenge..?
yaha k baare mein, toh kuchh bhi toh pata nahi muje...
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Salaa..mai gay toh nahi hu..
toh fir dusre mard ke saath bistar mein..? aur woh bhi dono nange..?
What the hell..!
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Ab, woh bhi jaag gaya..
aaju baaju dekh kar fikr-bhari aawaz me bola -"Rajiv, kya baat hai..? yaar, abhi to aadhi raath hui hai..?"
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Maine chillana chaha.. -abey chutiya hai kya..? yaha mere dimaag ki vaat lagi hui hai, aur tu bolta hai ke kya baat hai..?
magar mai kuch nahi bola..
khade khade usey dekhta raha..
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At last, wo bhi khada hua..
aur mere paas aya..
apna haath badhaya..
maano muje apni baaho me lena chahta ho..
mai pichey hatt gaya..
maa kasam.. uska, saale ka lund bhi khada hua tha..
waise toh... subah subah sab ka khada hota hai..!
magar mai uusey, muje chhune nahi dunga..
saala..koi HOMO lagta hai..!
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Mai pichey hatt gaya..toh wo thoda darr gaya..
"Hey baby, please tell me what's wrong.."
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Woh... Bhadva Saala..Homo !
muje 'baby' keh kar bula raha haa..
muje yaha se jaldi nikal lena hai..
magar kidhar ?
muje to yeh bhi pata nahi, ke mai India me hu ya Indonesia mein..
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"Rajiv yaar, Kuch to bata, I'm worried. kya? hua kya hai..? -woh bola..
muje laga ka ab kuch bolna chaiye..nahi to pata nahi aisa kab tak chalta rehega..
waise bhi, uus nange mard se koi khatra toh nazar nahi aa raha tha..
muje baithna tha..magar bistar pe nahi..!
kahi usey aisa na lagey, ke mai usey 'invite' kar raha hu..
to uus baajuwali kursi pe mai baith gaya..
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Usney mere haath pakad liye..
"Rajiv, sweetie, I'm beggin you, kuchh to bol"
muje woh apni nazdik nahi chahiye tha..
is liye maine usey bistar pe baithne ko ishara kiya..
wo confused tha..
muje uus bechare pe rahem aa raha tha..
wo meri kitni fikr kar raha tha..
to kaun hai yeh ?
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muje pata tha mai gay nahi hu..
iisliye maine jaan buj kar uske badan ko dhyaan se dekha..
uski body kafi khubsurat thi
magar mere dil pe, ya mere lund pe, yeh koi asar nahi kar rahi thi..
27-28 saal ka uska bhara hua muscular badan
5.10 ya 5.11 ki height,
gora rang..
par muje koi sex-appeal nahi kar raha tha, woh..
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"Rajiv, tu kuch nahi bolega to mai pagal ho jaunga..kuchh to bol" -woh fir bola..
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aakhir maine bolne ke liye apni muh khola..
woh intazaar bhari nazro se dekh raha tha..
par, mai kaise use apni problem samjaau..
muje kuchh samaz me nahi aa raha tha..
aakhir maine pucha.."tum kaun ho..?"
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Haaa...
ab speechless hone ki uski baari thi..
wo muje ek-tak nazro se dekhta raha.
fir bola- "abey kya bakta hai..? aadhi raat ko koi joke maarne ka mood hai kya..? aur agar hai, toh switch off the light..I want to sleep."
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"NO, PLEASE, meri baat sunn lo puri.." mai chilla utha.. "i'm serious. mai abhi kuchh hi der pehle hi jaga hu..aur muje kuch pata nahi lag raha, ke mai kaun hu..kaha hu..aur tum kaun ho..abhi jaagne se pehle ki koi baat muje yaad nahi aa rahi..MAA KASAM"
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Jaise mai koi beokuf hu, waise wo muje dekhta raha..
table lamp ke baju me pade wallet ko meri tarf fenk kar boloa -"Iss me dekh le..aur suun, muje teri ye nautanki bilkul pasand nahi aa rahi.."
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"Nahi, ye koi mazaak nahi hai.." maine kaha, "and please, can you put on some cloths..?"
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Wo meri taraf ek cheed-bhari gussail nazar se dekhta raha..
aur fir ek gym-short pehan li..
Ham dono silent the..
Mai wallet se Credit-Card, PAN-Card, Driving License etc. nikal kar padhne laga.
Aur aakhir muje pata chala ke mai kaun hu..aur abhi kaha rehta hu..
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Maine usey dekha
aur jitna serious ho saku utna ho kar puchha.. -"Who are u..? are we related to each other..?
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"You are serious. Aren't u..? usne pucha..
Fir dressing table ke Shelf se ek foto-frame nikali..aur mere haath me thama di..
uus foto me do nau-jawan the..
ek dusre ke kandhey pe haath rakhey hue..
pichey bahut saara paani tha..
shayad sea-shore hoga..
aur kuch ships bhi thi..
wo do ladke ham dono hi they..magar kafi jawan..very young...
iiska matlab hai, mai isey bahut pehle se jaanta hu..
lagta hai ham dono gehre dost hai..
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maine uus ki taraf sawaaliya nazar se dekha..
wo samaz gaya ke muje kuchh aur bhi jaan'na hai..iis foto ke baare me..
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"Ye foto ham ne 7 saal pehle li thi. April 2005 me...mumbai me..Gate-Way of India, pe."
"Ham dono kya vacation pe gaye thhe?"
"Yes, ham dono ne ek dusre ko commitment kiya uski celebration karne gaye the..I'm sure, you haven't forgotten this day.. It was the happiest day of my life.. tu issey kaise bhul sakta hai.."-usne dard-bhari aawaz me kaha.."tu saala, agar koi gandi si mazaak kar raha hai..ya meri taang khinch raha hai toh... toh... I'll never forgive you..yaad rakhna, MAA KE LAUDE.."
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Wo bechara itna dukhi lag raha tha ke mai to hi bhul gaya ke wo ek homo hai..
mai uthkar uske paas bistar pe jaa ke baith gaya,
usey kuch comfort dene ke liye..halaanki us'sey jyada to mai darra hua tha..
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"Tumhara naam kya hai, what's your name..?" maine pucha..
woh kuch nahi bola..
meri taraf bas..dekhta hi raha..
His silence was killing me now..
I really needed to know..
"Please, apna naam bataao" maine fir kaha..
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Usney apna haath mere kandhe pe rakha..
magar maine usey hata diya..
maine dekha ke meri iis harkat ne usey kitna aur bhi mayus kar diya tha..
par fir bhi woh bola-"mera naam Sanjay Saxena hai..aur ham dono life-partner hai..ham dono kaafi arsey se, saath reh rahey hai..agle mahine, March me ham apni seventh anniversary celebrate karenge. Mai ek architech hu and you are a lawyer. You graduated from Indian Law Instittute, Delhi. Teri Graduation Ceremony pe tere guest ke taur pe, mai akela hi tha. Tere papa ne to tujhe ghar se be-dakhal kar diya tha..when he caught us both in your room"
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"Caught us ?"
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"yeah, while I was fucking you..Tuney fir part-time job kar liya aur maine tumhe Indian Law Institute me Law ki Post -Graduation karne me help-out kiya. yaad karne ki try kar yaar."
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"Dekho mai keh deta hu, mai koi gay nahi hu. Toh fir kyu baar baar kahe ja rahe ho ke mai gay hu..I would never allow you to fuck me.. aur mere parents kahaan ha..? muje unhe bhi yeh batana hai ke I'm NO FAG"
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Ab Sanjay ka chahera gussey se tilmilia utha aur bola -
"Well, agar tum gay nahi ho, to fir..how is that I have cum a hundred time in your mouth and even in your ass. Aur tuney bhi mere muh aur meri gaand me yehi kiya hai..u understand ? jaha tak mai janta hu, tu kabhi kisi ladki ke saath kabhi soya nahi hai. magar mai yeh bhi jaanta hu ke mere alawa tere aur bhi ek do ladko se chakkar chal rahe thhe, but i didn't care as long as u came home and slept in OUR bed... And yeah, tere papa 4 saal pehle car accident me maare gaye hai. Teri mummy to bachpan me hi guzar gayi thi..
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Ab mai apne parents ke na honey ka dukh mehsus karna chahta tha..
magar mujey to apni koi history yaad nahi aa rahi thi.
Sanjay ki information pe mai ekdam thanda raha.
Uski sex ki baato pe maine concentrate kiya..
magar mai wo baate maan'ne ko taiyyar nahi tha.
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"I'm sorry," maine kaha, "dekho, you seem to be a nice guy. aur mai tumhe upset karna nahi chahta.. But i need to get out of here..kyu ke jab tum out-of-line ja ke behave karne lago to mai tumhare thobde pe ek punch marna nahi chaahta."
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"tu saala, ek number ka chutiya hai.." Sanjay chillaya, "abey beokuf, tu idhar hi rehta hai..! ye tera hi ghar hai. kidhar jayega tu..? hotel me ? saale, idhar reh le aur thodi neend khinch le. Chal..tuje khush rakhne ke liye mai sofey pe so leta hu.. tu andar se kamra bandh kar le, bas..? subah breakfast ke baad tuje doctor pe paas le jaunga.."
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maine usey rokna chaha..
par wo bahar ja ke so gaya..
woh jaise hi gaya maine darwaza bandh kar liya..
aur sab kuchh check karne laga..
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aasani se pata chal raha tha, ke yaha iis kamre me 2 mard rehte thhe.
Gents toiletries se bath-room bhara pada tha.
and yes, sex-lubricants bhi thhe uus me.
2 ward-robe cupboards thhe..
ek me kapde thhe wo sanjay ki size ke lagte thhe..34 ki waist-soulder ke..
aur dusre me meri size ke thode chhote 30-32 ki size ke..
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Muje Sanjay se baat to karni hi thi..
mujey jan'na tha ke ham kal raat soney ko gaye us'sey pehle kya kya hua tha..
nanga ho kar uske saath ek hi bistar me soney ki imagination se hi me kaamp utha.. maine apne aap ko convince kiya, ke shayad mai bistar me soya, uske baad kisine mere kapde utaare honge..
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Maine andaza lagaya, ke jisne bhi yeh kaand kiya hoga, usne muje bistar se nichey dhakka laga kar gira diya hoga.
magar Sanjay ke lover ka kya hua hoga?
ab woh kaha hoga?
Shayad usne hi ye kiya hoga.
Ya fir dono ka plan hoga mujse paise nikalva ne ka..
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magar wo mujse paise kaise le payenge..?
muje to kuch yaad nahi..
ATM, credit-card ke PIN bhi nahi..
kya koi jaaidaad hogi meri jo unko chahiye..?
kuch baat nahi ban rahi..
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yaad-daast ka kho jana.! kya hai ye sab...?
koi gazab ka plot lag raha tha muje..
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Yes, I'll have to talk with him, right now.. (contd..)
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